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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2012-01-24T22:53:00.001+08:00

Hey guys,

i was late for the chinese new year greetings,sorry! Anw HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! <3
Its been 3 years since i last celebrate new year (because of some chinese tradition) so now the feel of visiting someone's house has gone too x:
Just like now, my reason of posting a post because im staying at home doing nothing.

Well, i've been wanting to write a "desire jeju island trip" post since weeks ago but im too lazy. :p
sorry peeps!
yes, it has been really long (7years) since i wanted to visit Korea, and maybe 5/4years since i wanted to step my foot into jeju island (after watching My Name is Kim Sam Soon and Boys over Flowers).
Knowing that Jeju island is mend to suit lovers but im still persisting to go even im single now. It still mend for backpack travelers right? :@ hehe. I mean i wanted to go Rome(Italy) since i was a kid cos there is known as the LOVER CITY in the world, but since Italy is too far, an angmoh place and expensive for me to go, i shall wait till my honeymoon for that. So jeju island is so called the Asia Rome? (:

So here are some background info of this lover island JEJU DO~!

Jejudo is a volcanic island, 130 km from the southern coast of Korea. The largest island and smallest province in Korea. Jejudo is known as "Island of God" (lol, apparently love city is still name under Rome, haha)

Instead it was being sell to be called the Asian Hawaii! I guess is because of the volcano sands.

The island offers visitors a wide range of activities: hiking on Halla-san (South Korea's highest peak) or Olle-gil(routes), catching sunrises and sunsets over the ocean, riding horses, touring all the locales from a favorite television K-drama, or just lying around on the sandy beaches.

HOW CAN I DON'T GO WHEN I LOVE ALL THESE ACTIVITIES IN PERSON?! GAWDDDD

Basically Jeju island is separate into 2 cities.

Jeju City - the capital and where you will arrive if coming by plane. Most of the attractions on Jeju Island are outside of the city, so if you don't have your own form of transport it's only worth spending time in the city for the wider range of bars and restaurants.
Seogwipo - located in the south of the island, and close to a wide range of tourist sites.

I want to go this lighthouse destination!

isn't jeju island pretty? (:

so going to save money and visit this beautiful island !
and ofcos things i wanted to accomplish when im there:

Diving- yes though my swimming isn't good at good, but i guess there's those junior diving right?
A shot, a place- taking a polariod film every places i go
Catch Sun rise and sunset!

Bet there are more to discover!

bye

“
The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down next to them and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long. And in the end that’s what it’s about, kids. It’s not about the sex, it’s not about the money that they give you or whatever. It’s not about how good-looking they are, it’s about, can they listen to you talk for hours and hours and hours about stupid shit that doesn’t matter. And if they can, then you’re meant to be together forever. Even if that means you have to call them 100 times, that’s okay.
— Tegan Quin "

2012-01-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

Hi there,

if you did happen to see my previous post of 'new year resolutions 2012', i did say i'll add the resolution if i thought of one. And actually i do have one and it has been checked! hehee :DD This is probably the most simplest resolution one can get, which is to catch a movie on the new year! Though i didn't really had a new year movie on that day itself, i had catch 2 movies within 5 days since 2012? So one resolution checked, and i'm so happy. That's why i said new year resolutions shouldn't be too hard to fulfill, once it has been checked, you feel like wish granted!

btw, i just found out a quite entertaining youtube channel by Kevjumba. He's got 2 channel under his name, one is about his thoughts on society, social and current affairs and another one is a more personal episode's channel. Guys can check em out on his youtube videos when you're bored! Here's one of his lastest video about What Is A True Friend?

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true isn't it? so be sure to check the rest of his videos!

Anyway, i will like to take the opportunity to thank readers for the years of support for reading my blog.And definitely thankful for what i have now (:
Chiaos!!!

A Thousand Years

2012-01-03T01:16:00.001+08:00

A thousand years

This is my top most favourite song currently. Everyday i played atleast once, it's becoming a habit to listen to this song. And many will thought it's because of Breaking Dawn, but it's not. Yes, i watched that movie, & I personally think it's a great movie (way better than new moon or other sequels). But i didn't realized that this song is the official song for Breaking Dawn till my friend told me about it.
Bet everyone had hear of it, but i still want to share with you guys cos this song brings memories of the past month and have such deep meanings to it. So enjoy!

I'll recommend these few songs as well! Check em out! (:

The Band Perry- If i die young

One Direction- One thing

Nelly- Just a dream

IT'S A NEW YEAR!

2012-01-03T01:05:00.000+08:00

Hi guys,
just wanna come by and wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
But frankly speaking, im totally not ready for this new year, nor ready for the second half of semester 4 starts (which is like tmr)....

So have you guys come up with your 2012 RESOULTIONS?
I have yet to. D:

Probably one of my must fulfill resolution is to travel oversea for atleast a week? Sound quite easy to fulfill ehh? but resolution shouldn't be too difficult to fulfill if not on the last day of 2012, you might end up regreting, disappointing and pushing that resolution to 2013. WHICH IS SUPER DEPRESSING LAH KAY...

Oh, another resolution is to straighten my teeth by having braces! Yes, i know, i know, i know i said umpteen times that i wanna get braces on since i was secondary 3/4, but i nvr do it cos either i'm not ready or I AM STILL NOT READY... hurrhurrrrr
but now i don't think i wanna drag any longer. atleast get a perfect smile before my 21st birthday? So i really step my feet into a dental clinic and consult the dentist! hehe, give a pat on my shoulders (:

Now you see the helpfulness of blogging!? You can come up with a conclusion to matters that you can't decide earlier on!

To sum it up, my 2012 resolutions are (for the moment) :
1. Travel oversea
2. Braces on my teeth

Readers are free to tell me about your resolution under my c-box or if you have your own video resolutions (send me a link?). I'll constantly update more resolutions when i think about it! HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:

Greediness

2011-12-29T01:39:00.001+08:00

Had a mental breakdown last night. It was the most sever breakdown I had infront of someone.. And I'm glad there's people who is willing to listen and keep it with me. & definitely thankful when someone's exactly understand you and knowing reasons for your doings. Though I can read people's well, but words that are out from you last night was surprising. Surprising to the extend that I never knew that I did things becos I wanna feel significant. Thus I find a newer me after crying hard..
Now there's no longer awkwardness(like mentioned in prev post) which I'm thankful about. (:
Awkward silence has become comforting silence.
My heart use to build a tall wall which even friends are able to climb over they won't be able to access to the main kingdom. Even now the wall is still tall..I don't wanna expect becos that leads to disappointment so I'm appreciating things that's within me. And I am happy about it.
I don't really wanna greed on things that is not within my reach... Though j love imagination but some things can't be imagine.
What I'm wishing for is that even when holidays have ended and sch has started, nothing changes.
Cos you know the shit about me, and i know the shit about you.

contented

2011-12-23T03:01:00.003+08:00

"things that happen without expectations are things that gives smile to my face, even the smallest thing that it can be....:"

let's just be cool

2011-12-22T03:22:00.001+08:00

((kindly skip this cos it might not make sense to you guys, but i just needa rant a tiny little bit )

do you sometimes hate your horoscope?
man, i kinda hate being a libra. not too sure why but thr's too many flaws i found out these days.
anw, whether be it my horoscope pro or not, i just need to say friends are impt to me.
really impt maybe not more than love, or maybe more than, im not sure
but to sacrifice a friendship that don't make it better doesn't work in my theory.
(don't make it better means the distant of a friend is drifted instead of getting better/closer....)
i really hate awkwardness amg people, and i hate it more that i can't be the person solving the awkwardness..
when there's awkwardness, drift-ness comes next.
and definitely i hate hate hate driftnesssss. is like fml ehh
it's hard to find ppl that can click and talk all those shitzzz , so i cherish those ppl really alot.
okay so straight to the point, im not risking friendship over other things that's happening, if not i can really bang the wall... and the worse situation nothing benefits either party in the end. then i rather nth ever happen..
if it do benefit both, then thank the god for the blessing, otherwise, as a libra, i rather strive a balance in my life.

okay, that's all the shit folks! byes!

like i promise

2011-12-22T02:59:00.001+08:00

so here's some photos taken during the xmas party! (:

with DJ Masa!!!!

isn't this pretty?! with my photography skills and an iphone 4 (:
im really found of scenery pics tt i took myself, perhaps it just manage to capture the moment of time.
nevertheless, i love sunrise/sunset alot alot alotttt!!!
i took a pic of a sunset when i was in xiamen, and set tt dp for monthsssss, but now i can't find it in my laptop):
can i cry!!!!

the more chaos ones are found in fb so you guys can check it out thr! (:

ADVANCE XMAS PARTY -SEC SCH!

2011-12-18T15:42:00.000+08:00

hi guys!
im just back from my stayover advance xmas party with my secondary sch mates.
and i have not sleep for almost one whole day already all becos of the liquor -_-
yes, when i drink, i can't sleep... which is bad cos many will sleep and left you awake stoning.
the party was kinda chao much cos almost 17 ppl squeezing in a normal suit in swisshotel. but the fun was good!
despite i didn't really stay in the hotel much cos i went to my first ever club in SG.
nobody believes i didn't club in sg before. nobody believes i am actually going club, cos club is not to my likings. but ystd club was all thks to harris giving me a tix to a kpop clubbing- DJ MASA! he's a Brazilian kpop dj (: why he's famous? he's the guy that mashup the cube entertainment concert in Brazil. Didn't expect myself to be at the dance floor cos the liquor didn't kick in at all... but when YG songs were played, oh my, i just went down with harris and alex. all the highness started during the last hr when all damn high songs were played. anw, DJ Masa is really good (: no regrets stepping my feet into the club!

went back to the party at swisshotel and everyone's gone... so left a few playing games and drinking... and u know what, im taking care of ppl again even in sg. haha! but last night totally had the xiamen feel (L)
Gathering like this should always happen, but i really need to stop my drinking, if not my liver's is gna dieeee!
yet, thr's another chalet at the end of dec... which means??? (up to ur imagination)

photos will be up once my friends upload it! so see y'all again, pinky promise! (:

Pms is never a good thing for girls

2011-11-29T01:14:00.001+08:00

Yes I'm having Pms now. & u know what, this time my pms is so server that i myself notice it.
Bad temper, extreme mood swing, cravings and everything..
And probably a reason im here in the middle of the night..

And yes again I cut my fringe into "hole" bangs. Many says is suit me well but I have to trim almost everyday becos hair grows?! Lol
No idea what I'm saying either...

Anw just wna share that I went to this damn delicious authentic Korean restaurant (idk whr's the place call) but the restaurant is called "2day1night sojubang"! Yes I saw good reviews and decided to head down with my sis after choosing her gowns.
Thr's buffet as well but my sis and I don't eat much (: it's pretty cool place and their sides were abit different as well. Lovin it! <3

decisions are hard to make

2011-11-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

so here i am trying to jot down some thoughts for reflections and decision making.

yes i have no idea why i have so much to ponder upon... I'M ONLY 19! COMEON!

guess i put too much responsibilities at times, but what to do? (sighing like shit)

anw, i really need some help and advice from people around me about my internship that is gonna happen in next year September. Yes, i know it's bloody damn long for god sake! but school need to start the allocation and visa etc etc...

i was very very interested about my 6 months internship when i heard school is opening doors to United States. YESSSSSS. Is US! (sounds like damn kiasu, but i really nvr go before lah kay!) But after knowing about the documentation fees and agency fees to help us source for companies that have vacancy slots it cost SGD3000 dollar. no joke.

and because US is a new location for internship, the school isn't familiar with all the environment so even air flights and accomadation have to settle ON YOUR OWN. it's not really a big deal because that is the purpose of students going overseas right? to be independent. but but but it's a big deal when it comes to USD and not SGD or RMB(Yuan) T.T

and the no. of applicants being able to go U.S is very very low...

i know it's worth the try, but there's too many opportunity cost as well.

family, friends, singapore, my bed, dogs, and so manny!!!!

and it's a totally new culture, different environment, races and all. and i'm not a traveler there but someone who need to work there? my parents don't sound convincing enough for me to send my application immediately. they just keep asking me to try, but once i agree to try, $450 will be out of the pocket for the agency to start source the companies.. if i reject later this amt is void.

and after serious calculation S$5000 is a must out of the pocket (even before flying thr), not including accommodation and meals! but i really want to pay as much as i can for this trip if i succeed.

damn troubled now. HELP.

2011-10-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

history is repeating itself

was browsing through tumblr and happened to found this quote that manage to say out what i wna say in just 4 sentences. i don't know where and when it really when wrong. no one is at fault to blame this time. i really tried to do what i can as a friend. but it seems that it isn't accepted. maybe it is but not thoroughly. i really don't wish that just because of a few weeks we became like some strangers. then this really show how much our friendship weighs. i really really want everything to be back to normal. i valued you as a friend and i do hope you do. becos i know you're someone who thinks well.

2011-10-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

just for a moment

hey guys!
i know i did promise to make posts for the next 4 wks of my oip trip in xiamen BUT it was too awesome that im had no time to even blog! haha crap excuses but yes overall the trip was G.O.D DAMN GOOD! alright, good wasn't enough to carry that much of a weight. AWESOME then? (:

decided to come back and jot down some notes and reflections that i wanted to say and rant about a few wks ago. not until today when i managed to talk to my very long agoooooooo old friend abt it. it was actually nothing much because it's none of my business. but at the same time when a person witness smth (even if it's not ur business) don't we tend to think about it after that? no? but yes for me. what i mean is that during that point of time i am curious what is that person thinking about. Principles? Inner self? Just for show? Family? Friends? Or actually that person isn't thinking about it all. There are 3 types of people in life.
1- do first regret later
2- take extra ultra careful steps before doing it
3- just let it be
it doesn't matter which category or categories you fall in because i believe different matters we use different ways to solve it. but i think it's impt to really consider before smth happen, esp when you know if you are gna fall hard when things don't go your way.
We always heard of "What you see may not be true". It true when it comes to a picture/ image that has been snapshot. that's how paparazzi's earns for a living too right? however what if it's a witness of a scene that happened LIVE? then it's different! anw it don't even bothers me now after a wk or so, cos it's really not my dai ji (problem). so chillaxxx! (Y)

p.s imma splitting these thoughts into a few posts!

2011-09-23T19:24:00.000+08:00

before departing.
look at that love hate faces!
can't wait for a getaway but don't wna go thr too!

alright there's no koi in there so im still cool, chill~

Xiamen university lake!


Xiamen "成功大道" it's really pretty at night! named "successful" becos it's built along the sea!


going to some places, but i have no memories of it!

HEYHEY!

SUP SUP!

I feel like im writing my reflective journal somehow~ >< but as promise imma gonna post what was & what is happening in xiamen!

time pass kinda of slow during the first week. seriously the first 3 days felt like 3 years! no joke, becos the internet connection suck max i felt like i'm was not part of the world. I don't know anything out of xiamen. Which i think it's kinda sad for people staying here. other than fm, newspaper, radio stations, tv and sucky internet connection, i believe they don't stay connected with the world. Unlike the govt who tries hard to move in a fast pace.

I had home sick from the start of the first day and slowly adapt after one week later. it's really hard on me, not becos im not independent cos people whom know me know imma a inde kid! hehhe! but still leaving home for so long, without a family member's ard feels so lonely.

First week was really abt shop and boring classes! the teachers that xiamen uni assign to us, omg, their eng the whole class NON understand! NON! not trying to be bad, but we did try to listen but we just don't understand! so just have to read the notes instead. -_-"

trip to “鼓浪屿” !

it's freaking hot and warm here! see those shorts n sleeves-less!
tired eyes and eye bags. comeon it's 8am in da morning! ):

opposite is the island!

and this....!
is the harbor!

ferry ftw! (:

damn pro hor we!
take pics while getting squeeze into the ferry.

5mins and here we are!

finally there's fruits!
yes, fruits are damn scarce here!


so many little shops here! drama like places!

so yeap, the first week of Saturday we manage to get 'penk' under the sun by going to 鼓浪屿! really the weather was super hot that day, and u will know why i got tan as u read down-wards!

damn pretty shop! and its the show lou drama shop!

look what's in op of the tiles!

broken glasses!

climb and climb n climb!

at the 3rd peak!

at the 2nd peak taking a grp photo for the peeps below

highest peak!

pretty!!! but damn HOTTTTTTTT!

LOOK! (:

Add caption

THIS IS DAMN NICE WHEN U SEE IN REAL LIFE!

I shall post again soon! so that's for the first week!
bbyong!

2011-09-04T15:25:00.000+08:00

Five weeks getaway

yes i'm going for a five weeks so called getaway to china, xiamen from tml to 9th oct! It's a getaway because im finally out of singapore but i'm actually having a 5weeks intensive study. cos imma gonna complete 2 modules that are suppose to last for 16 weeks into this 5wks trip. So when poly starts again, i will have only 4 modules left! woot!
im now down with cough which is bad cos i tend to have bad ear block when im sick. anw it applies to all people who are boarding the plane whn they are sick. so just keeping my finger cross (X).
i will try my best to access to twitter, fb or blog to constantly update u guys abt my whereabouts!
seriously i think my luggage is super small so i have another hand carry! and the hand carry is all food! just imagine the custom people saw this whn it goes through the scanning. they might think imma going to some ulu starving country. but yes lah, xiamen idk what is good over there. so its a precaution u knw! ><
ok, im going enjoy my stay at home today! see you soon! BBYONG!

2011-07-13T01:01:00.002+08:00

confession after confession...

i need some space for some confession to myself at times. if you notice it's just the next post after grace bd wishes, cos i don't wanna mix real confession with someone's great day.
Sometimes people think things need to be plan, whether is it business, birthday's, what activity, where/ what to eat, planning what to tell your parents abt a 'white lie' we tend to make up, or even planning our own life.
Some things need to be plan, like for me, i think planning of studies for exam or test or projects is a must. One reason simply becos im not smart. I don't have brain cells that can squeeze out during my most panic and feeling like the world is ending to come out with fantastic and correct answers. Secondly, i feel insecure when i don't plan about it. Don't you feel like life for the next few days, months or years you have is so blur? Just like the picture (abv) if some things aren't plan, or even drafted out, the route i take will be fill with doubts about myself. No?
But some of the times, i do agree that some things can't be plan. It's not even within your control, your ability, and it's all fated. Many don't admit to fated, neither do i really do. But when unhappiness, devastation strikes you, you just feel that life is meaningless and not to not admit to fate. I had a really bad experience when i was in secondary school, and yes, at that point of time, even now, the feeling has never ever leave once. But i survive! friends gone, betrayers, nothing left from my sight, i still survive.

all i did was to tell myself no matter how hard life is gonna be, as long as you didn't stop breathing, you're fortunate. Whether or not there's a dream unfulfilled, no family, friends, bf/gf, or even feel meaningless in life, just so long you can breath, alive, you must feel fortunate.
That's my thinking. I know and i do hate comparing, be it height, weight, results, or whatsoever, but during this point of time, i compared. And compared a lot. I kept telling myself how fortunate that god is still allowing me to live, whether or not to suffer, it's a blessing. Even to suffer, just tell yourself after the rain there's rainbow. Even in reality it's hard to have rainbow, lol, but fine, cloudy or sunshine.
Sometimes the best way to relieve everything is to rant! When i can't rant to friends becos tt time i don't have, and don't trust friends, i rant every night to my bed. It keeps secrets, and will tell you the way to solve it in your dream. that's true!
so people out there, stay strong!!!!

Jeremy scotts wings collection! it looks eww, but JS things are for ppl who dare to wear.and it looks super cool!

going back to planning, i always thought that dream need to be plan.. like dreaming? but somehow, things, incident, accident will change your thoughts as you awaits for the dream to become reality. and now i don't really plan, i just dream wildly! when time comes, some thing makes me feel fantasize and able to work it out then that's it! not gonna worry abt it like the past few years! it may be silly, but that's how my brain works. even colleagues who worked with me when i was sec sch, they wonder why i thought of so many things.. like a young adult. but now i don't! just follow fate for the first time, and see how well it goes!
guess i have been stick here writing for too long, will be back soon when i find some things to rant and talk about!

bbyong! (:

2011-07-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!

hey hey peepooss, sorry for not updating again! i've been too busy these weeks with tests and projects. I totally feel no life since the term starts. );
Anw, today's is our birthday girl Grace birthday! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! (:
Ohman, i forgot to wish you one more thing which is not inside my msg! *get your driving license asap! kekeks, u get what i mean right?! *hinthint~!
Enjoy yourself ttm, cos after tml, everything is back to normal!
I don't wish to say it, cos i know you knew it but i must confess to the world lah..
AHHHLUVVVVVBUUUUU~~!!! <3 jzeeesssss! ><

2011-06-29T14:58:00.000+08:00

When we had to much to say, but time wasn't enough....

AT TIMBRE!!!!

HEY PEEPS!
my sem break has ended, and here im posting some fun and awesome pics for you guys!
So i had Timbre with Pearlyn n Grace during the holidays if not we will definitely regret it when the sem starts. Everything in Timbre is nice just that there wasn't enough fans around us. idk why, but it's definitely very very warm!! But the food did make up for that, so i'm not complaining much. Worth going! (:
Oh, and i cut my fringe! notice notice?!!
most of the people don't, which im kinda upset, cos i spend $10 just on that fringe! yeap TEN HELLLLAAA DOLLARS! but it's worth cutting, because i think im not suit for long fringe but neither bangs, so it's a slope or slant kinda of cut. This time i get it done at Novena Square 2 Creme Hairdressing! I found out in HER WORLD magazine, as they specialize in different techniques at diff outlets.. Novena specialize experimental cuts and jap style cuts... the rest of the outlets im not very sure. But i guess appointment is kinda needed cos im surprises by the quite small space n large amt of customers. Oh, the hairdresser cut my fringe is very professional. Cos it's my first time seeing a hairdresser cutting a fringe so long n so detailed! haha! So i guess it's worth the price! (:

Had a catchup with chew n weizhi for the very long time since april? sad to say haojian had exams so he couldn't join us, but there's always another time! (: i think we chat almost everything that had happen ard us. And it was a total shock lah, as for me.. i think im living in the cave too long, i know nth! haha, but now i do.. and what is always nice is that we don't feel burden talking abt smth, cos we say what we want, we listen, and we shut our mouth. so the secrets we know are kinda confidential. (Y)

ofcos, i guess is becos our way of thinking are very similar since we're classmates for yrs?

anw let's meet up sooonnnnn again though i know the possibility is kinda lowww, but before i go for my study trip! (:

2011-06-14T01:00:00.001+08:00

Tadahhhh!!!

Hey guys! finally im back after half my semester three in poly! phewww~ atleast i mark my words to come back and tidy up, and clear up the dust accumulated in the blog! kakakah :D
just to quickly summarise (hopefully i do) what i've been so busy with since the term starts, well okay, from the pics u can see im damn busssyy busy cos i only remember this 2 occasions in my memories. the rest are stored for projects and studies D: yes, how sad.
But on a lighter note, yes! i went to Rain's concert with my laopo! Finally~ finally!!!! i waited for 4 years for him to be back on that stage! really, with his live performances it won't be a regret or waste of money to watch this. Maybe blogwalkers do not know i really like him, but yes i do. lol! and ppl first impression of me to him was "because he's handsome or oh, he's sexy/ muscular". WRONGGGG!
That's not the reason, for the least. I don't really bother to tell those who made that statement, because his achievement is kinda long to start off and hard for me to end in a few sentences. so better don't.

But right here, i wanna tell u guys why i like and love him! (p.s skip this part if u don't really wna know why i love this 100 most influential guy in the world!)
basically, i know him through Full House, a romance-comedy korea drama. At first i was only interested with the show becos i can stay all night just for the show to aired in SCV. lol! haha. and srsly tt time i just think he's ok (in terms of look, cos he's eyes are way too small .___.) but acting is really good (: So how do i know him? actually i was looking for the ost songs for full house cos it's really nice! and i thought he was the singer singing the ost (most drama in sg do tt, but not korea~) and went to search his name. And started to get interested after i know he wasn't an actor but a singer at the first place! So to that horror (yes, totally shock), i went to search damn detailed abt this guy! and here i know him, RAIN! <3!
and what im so interested to know? is his love and passion for the stage, hardworking and filial piety.
his story is really heart wrecking. seriously. maybe all trainees face this, but his maybe worst amg all? Mum died becos of diabetes. family facing financial difficulties tt his mum is just waiting to die.just months before his debut his mum passed away, and he made a promise to his mum. Is to become the best singer and be a proud son. Ofcos there are many other things, but this is what that caught my attention. His hardworking is OH MY GOD! just search under youtube and u can see how hard he works everyday. SERIOUS. Perhaps becos of his influence, that's how i scored well in secondary school. really! everytime when im studying for exam's i will bring out the whole albums of his and keep replaying till midnight 4am. When im feeling sleepy, i will rmb how hard he fought his way through. some may think im really crazy abt him, but he taught me how to live life without regrets. "even if you didn't do well at the end, as long as u did ur best there's no regrets". something small like this pushes me to where i am.
definitely i am not somebody famous to say the "where i am", but atleast im living my life well and not screwed. So don't say i like him becos of his muscles kay?!!! that's a bonus to add only! :DDD

alright, so apart from the Rain intro and concert that was awesome and THE BEST! the last pic is my current sem class! hmm, i must say it's the most awesome the past 3 sems! really! great ppl, enthu, and nice! (: and finally a class outing! wee~~!! cos the previous two sem the ppl are just too not enthu and in diff cliques! I mean since it's a class even if it's just a sem, make it memorable right? DON'T LIVE LIFE WITH REGRET?!!! (: hopefully the next outing is next week! <: stay tune~!

theres a 2 weeks holidays from now, and im really trying to enjoy everyday! supposedly im finding jobs but no ans from the co. so im watching all my dramas now!!! Try lying to me and City Hunter and Miss Ripley! It's really nice, so go catch it! (: some of the things i wna complete and do in this 2 weeks are:
1. meetups!
2. shop for GSS!!!
3. complete projects, sigh what a sad life!
4. reorganized myself!

yeap, thats abt it, my aim for the two weeks! (: oh! and i just had a blogshop with my friends do give me ur support! since now it's gss, grab some really nice shirt for the summer! <3 www.walkin-vintage.weebly.com !!!!
bye! will be back real soon with new photos! Love!

2011-04-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

When we get a little too bored, we went overboard!

how bored do we get???

we board train to...

(hj was trying to snap a pic of the 4 of us.. and it turn out...)

Changi airport!

(dont u think the red tee is just too off the pic!?) wz so striking lah!

tsk tsk!

hurhur, that was my plan becos singapore is freaking bored!

though we cant stop talking after so long that anywhere in s'pore can

make us talk like no tml!

Japan sushi?! keke..

the i love sign \__/_/

somebody is jeaslous of me on the picture lol!

no new ideas!

hj your flying kick is too slow....

selca!!! <3

i guess the pictures overall sum up abit of the meet up. this meet up was super rush and 'no kick?'. Cos me and weizhi both agreed to spare a WHOLE day out for this gathering, but it turn out that (not the 2 of us) but the other two can't spare out the time. So it's quite rush /: but the gathering was nice. Really fun and nice!

When each of us tells one another about their life's in poly, their stories after secondary sch, the feeling is different. Maybe becos we wasn't able to appreciate that during sec sch days so now whenever we meet, I get super excited! like seriously okay! >< we were discussing about taiwan/korea trip. god, i hope it come true man! I wanna see weizhi getting excited and dumb for boarding plane the first time! haha :D opps, sorry my peng you! Let's meet again during the holidays! I need you guys to relieve stress for me! :D

2011-03-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

Before you go

Jjiang jjiang! If you manage to see those black bags, well those are guitars! Yeap! Pearlyn and I bought guitar from pennisular!And I personally think is super duper cheap ok, with everything a beginner needs to trial course is $100! Cheap right?! But what matters most is the quality of the guiatr. Obviously this guitar of mine isn't gonna last long with me, becos i played for 3 days, my ears just don't link the sound. You knw when you have a standard of listening to certain kind of good music, a cheap one won't do good for you? Yea, so this happen to me. It may be becos of me playing erhu for too long and listening to good instruments so this guitar isn't goona last with me long. Currently i'm just learning the basic chords, reading tabs and watching many videos. Tml there will be a guitar lesson! & i hope its gonna be fun and enriching! :D

2011-03-10T16:39:00.001+08:00

Remember when....

Remember when I cried to you a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise

But I'm not lost
I'm not gone
I haven't forgot

These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again

Remember when...

I remember when it was together till the end
Now I'm alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there's no regrets
And say you won't forget
But I'm not lost
I'm not gone
I haven't forgot

These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door

I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again

Remember when...

That was then
Now it's the end
I'm not coming back
I can't pretend

Remember When

These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again...

2011-03-10T16:20:00.002+08:00

Review: Laneige Hydra Mask!

Yesterday after the celebration, chewling, sq and me were finding mask. Since our face are often expose to UV rays when we go to school. D: We op for a hydrating moisture mask since our skin needs to be moist (oil-free) in order to prevent the pores from producing oil which may result in more acne problems :\

Actually i wanted to try the clay type from Kiehl's (deep cleansing clay nautre from the Amazon River!) but i need moisture now than deep cleansing since i bought their foam cleanser already! And it's really good too :D

Ok, back to the review! So we went to Laneige which is located at Wisma Isetan - Orchard. Actually we went there i saw the gel-leave it on mask, which means you apply and sleep till the next day. But i prefer a mask one as the germs would stick onto your gel overnight! :) But i couldn't find the mask sheet. So we went around to H2O+ which sell hydrating mask too. But i wasn't confident of their brand because I didn't hear much about that brand :O

Then i went back to the counter of Laneige because i used their moisturiser once, and i swear it's the best moisturiser i ever used! It's super super hydra like you are appling thick layers of water gel onto your skin and it's oil free! So if anyone were to buy moisturiser for hydrating op for this! blah blah blah, so i'm more confident on this brand since i tried the moisturiser! AND THE STARS WHO AD FOR LANEIGE IS SONG HYE KYO AND HYUNBIN! *fandom over them, despite they breakup! :(

But Song Hye Kyo skin is so moist every time she's on tv! It's like there's water on her skin?! So i asked the sales person, and she told me they have the sheet mask (8pcs for $58.80) so is quite affordable i think)! Thus we split among ourselves!

After so long of crap... here's the REVIEW! (BOTH MY SIS AND I TRIED!)

Well, the mask is split into 2 parts. Top and Bottom. You may thought it's cumbersome unless someone helps you. BUT! you don't have to! && it is super super moist and wet like i mentioned! so just take the first top part place it and the bottom overlap abit. Actually i think it's better to split the mask instead it's one piece. Because everybody face varies from sizes and shapes. Esp sometimes when you put the one sheet, it covers your forehead well but your nose and mouth didn't fit well to the shape. So here's the ++ point! And you can face the mirror to do it because it doesn't slip down, your face is extremely absorbed by those essence so you can do yourselves too! :D

And after 15 mins of mask, i took out and massage my whole face. Sorry i didn't snap the photo right after i took off cos i'm busying apply the essence on my hands and legs. (AND THE MASK IS STILL SUPER WET AFTER TAKING OFF!) Apparently, my whole face is very very very moist, and i massage for a good 10mins. Until you feel that your skin can't absorb anymore! :)

idk why it turn out sideways! smth is wrong! the yellow light is my bedroom mini lights.
but you can see it's very glowing and no editing is done!! (: and this is after i massage it for
a long time before i slept! how awesome is this mask?!

And i went off to sleep with the light fragrant on my face! the next day when i woke up, my skin feel smooth and moist(you can see, but can feel!). Even after washing my face, applying all my facial products, my skin don't feel oily! Because normally, after applying facial product for half a day, i can feel some oiliness on my forehead. But now with the moisturiser from kiehl's and Laneige mask, till now i still feel good!

the basic information is here!

Laneige Snow Water also known as Himalaya glacial water melted from clear perpetual snow of the Himalaya Mountains provides continuous moisture. Vital intensifying system through Laneige Snow Water Science technology offers moisturizing solution which effectively provides hydra-energy deeply into your skin to keep your skin more clear and transparent!

Be sure to get the right mask, because there's another version which is and earlier batch is less for moisturising and less oil-free! Hope you enjoy!

ALL GIRLS HAVE THE RIGHT TO PAMPER YOURSELF AND YOUR SKIN!

2011-03-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

it's gonna be okay!

It's Valerie (Nike's) birthday! i know it's belated! D:

Valerie's flower family?! right?! :DD

Yes, as you can see i'm back because i need to update you guys about my lastest plans, and meetups! Had a meetup today to celebrate Valerie's mini belated birthday. Since it's a chinese tradition that was passed down that on every '9' birthday's we have to celebrate in low-profile. So it's just like a gathering actually! And sorry valerie for such a rush and belated one! D: The 20th will be a better one! :DDD

though the time is pretty and extremely short but its so fun to chat with them!! :D alright i will meet you guys again! ok! :D have to do my mask that i bought today! woot! :D nights!

what lies ahead

2011-03-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Yongxun! (ps. we are not substitue okay!)

Laopo the BEST!

I know my blog is growing fungus since x'mas. Now, it's clean and updated! (at least with this post!)
How's my own edition of blogskin? i took a long time to minimise all the pictures and i'm now trying to add my best friends pics at the side of the colum bar. Keep browsing my blog to see if your face happen to be up here! :D hoot!
Exam's had ended and i'm enjoying my utmost leisure time i have now before the 6 weeks of break is over. Had a few meet ups with my secondary friends! And ofcos it's was yongxun's birthday ystd!
Met with my laopo for only a few hours! D: and she's leaving later at 11pm, to Europe! Omgwadd, i think i can only go during my honeymoon already! (but your husband must also be rich enough yea?)
Had some small talks with laopo during that few hours. Catching up those times when she's busy with her matters and i'm recovering my knee. I guess there's still somehow of an awkwardness among our self after the 'incident'. But it's no longer a barrier or a wall among us. We can now talk like we used to be, and i'm really thankful and glad she's happy and when unhappy times come, she will still turn to me. :D Always believe that 'after the storm, there will be rainbow' (but ofcos in real life this hardly happen). Or maybe i should phrase it as 'after a storm, there will be sun'? :D
I'm lacking cash in hand and cash at bank! Like serious! I have to spend on JYJ ticket (will futher elaborate later!), guitar, some travelling fee, and shopping! Ashhi, all this is a must to do! How?!!! DD: Money pls grow under my pillow! :D

As i mention, JYJ is coming to S'pore for concert! Omg, i'm srsly very very excited!! Those who didn't know who is jyj (i think everyone know) there were formerly members on dbsk! It's depressing that i have to use were formerlyy dbsk since i believe they will be back to five again! And i like jaejoong(the middle one) but actually if you ask me who i really like, i can't really say jj only. is like all 5?!

Some of my poly friends are going to the concert tgt with chiakee, her friends, and alex. How awesome is that?! I can't wait to hear their new songs, stage performance since jae is the planner for the tour! & i wanna see indoor stadium flooded with red sea!

Indeed it's a red sea right?! Cassie ftw! But i have not forgotten Rain at all! okay! :D
I have a super nice drama to recommend everyone to watch! Secret Garden! If you see the top of my blog, there's this string of korean words, it's actually from secret garden! I must say the director is very imaginative but in a realistic way. It's so addictive! Everyone shld watch it!

okay, i have blog for sometime now. Tml i'm meeting my secondary sch friends! yeah! miss them so much! will update again!!

2010-12-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

To all: Merry Xmas 2010!!

Every Xmas was the same, because I'm not christian so
My parents don't really celebrate(actually they don't
I'm just celebrate among my sis and friends)
This year is a bit special because I got an itouch from my
Sister! Finally had one! (; but I drop twice on the floor already );
Well what's your wish for Santa cluase this year?
I just hope my leg can recover asap! Becos of tt I didn't meet my sec
Sch classmates u knw?! )))):
But I stayed at home instead and spend dinner with my parents! Becos
All my sis went out! So it's my duty to stay with them! :)
Had been watching movies and drama that hasn't catch up since term starts
so I just managed to watch Postman to heaven act by JaeJoong!! Faints****
Too handsome that I watch abt 2-3 times in two days! ㅋㅋㅋ

And btw, I'm really finding enrollment for university in Seoul! Serious!
Top list tt I search is ofcos Seoul national uni! But from what I see from
Celebrities goes to college by mblaq, their requirement is very high! Many
students retake yrly exams just to hope to enter into tt uni! One reason for
Choosing Seoul uni is becos it's at Seoul, and there's accommodation, and the
Best uni in whole Korea! However I shall see after how well can I score when yr 3
Comes! Sian!!!

Tml im ordering pizzas!! Yea!!
And for those Koop lovers, MBLAQ comeback is ard the corner!!! Mid Jan! :DD
&&& I guess all of u know GDTOP high High album right?! Yes! Tts daebak too!
Jyj album next
yr as well!! Doogoon 듀군!!!

Well at this day of 2010 one and only Xmas I hope everyone will do well, and
Enjoy yourself to the fullest!!! All the best!
Will be back with more news!
Oh! Follow me on twitter yea!! >> peifenrain!!!!
안녱!!!

Wass Up~~!

2010-12-12T01:01:00.003+08:00

Hey guys,
back after a week or so..? Well, i finally went to school on tue and wed for presentations. Yes, just on that! Becos i don't want to miss any marks lah.. But frankly speaking, i walked like snail, now it's getting day by day (: Let's be optimistic about things! I finally see my friends so happy but i dk how to express in front of them because the new classmates are around. But they are wayyy better than what i expect! Super friendly can!!! Maybe they knw i stayed in hospital lah,, but they are hardworking, &&& i must say, they are ON ppl! i can dream on getting an class outing this sem!! But not until i can jump lol! );
Haven been studying much, like now i'm blogging?! When Mon is suppose to be Itb test! I'm stick to twitter than fb now, thanks to all the idols tweeting that i can't forget to not login and check if they did tweet something :D
A while ago, i notice today was the last day of jyp audition. And pearlyn even asked me if i'm going, but my legg )): which i feel so depress abt,,, everyone is like tweeting abt it! But like 1300 ppl they shortlist 17 for second round!! Ya, && suppose u have to bring a cd for a min of singing/whatever u are auditio-ing, and the contestant sang for ten sec and the judges said 'thank you!'. Hais, i will go for YG ok?! i swear? nahh, swear cannot, too harsh,, i do my best!! haha:D

Suddenly thinking of getting a part-time singing job lol,, at cafe or whatever place? Like Huiling grill out thr... If anyone knw thr's this job tell me ok?! thks! Actually i just wna try it out and see hw well i go do it, and to see if i really like it in a longggg run. Cos i believe Passion is what keeps driving me. But i'm afraid that now obsession have overtake passion, that cause me to be blind by what i actally love doing... Chim? basically, i'm afraid tt's not what i really like. So i wna to have chance to experience again, to see it.

one more thing, i really wna learn guitar can!! Since i can't dance now, guitar is just nice, sit down can right?! haha! And maybe i shld highlight this, i planning to study in seoul after poly. Ya, i wna, not about k-wave lah,, since i'm like a kpop freak before kwave starts,, but instead i wna take a cert for music/drama. I search and found Seoul University and seoul National of Art University. But must take korean test if i'm not wrg.. Wna go thr becos.... i can everyday so disturb the company if they need dancer/ audition or whatever! And S'pore really don't have potential for music and arts. U can see by the Star awards lol.. Lai lai qu qu is the same old ppl taking the awards.. So i wna learn from really experts from schools. So anyone who plan to really study thr after poly, tell me yea?!

Thinking of perming my hair once is longer! Pls be long asap!!!
Oh and i still a plain canvas, so i'm planning to paint GD - a boy the baby aka apple sence! let's see if it will success yea?! (:
POSTTILL HERE, WILL BE BACK AFTER THE STUPID COMMON TEST!!!

IU - GOOD DAY!
(p.s i'm hardcore for this 17 yr old girl! Becos her talents proves! Check it out! Esp at the back part, her consecutive 3 high pitches in one breath, i faint lol!)

Ppyong!!!!

2010-11-25T16:06:00.001+08:00

current mood:

alright, i so happy now because i find a new technology better than braces that have little pain for straightening your teeth!! That is ....

ta-dah!

INVISALIGN!!!

yes, i just saw this in xiaxue's blog, and i went on to research abt it, it's gives the same effectiveness as braces but u can see it's invisble!! like retainers. How it works is basically, the dentist will mold ur teeth shape and send to US to do a invisalign specially suits ur needs, and you will change it every 2 weeks according to the package as the shape changes at each set, so that ur teeth will shift to the desire shape! (:

But it's much more expensive though, like 6000 dollars! I dk i have to work hw long to get this amt man! But really wanna try, maybe when my parents think my leg recovers back like a 'non-handicapped' i will tell them! Hopefully i don't have to extract mt teeth lol!

And liese have came out with 2 new hair colour!!

Platinum Beige and Sweet Apricot!

i wna try the sweet apricot one, not too bright nor too dark. (:

but still wondering if Palty is good as well, becos their colours varations have too many! but the cons is that Palty uses comb to dye, not bubble foam, so it may get abit too cumbersome for me!

Chaikee even ask me to dye whole red like micky (JYJ)! = Park bom hair lah, basically.

I highlight red before which turns to brown/purple (my friends said tt) &&&&

someone in np dyed this colour, from far i knw she's at the bus-stop can!

i wna sandara park hair colour, but becos i don't put any singale makeup/ foundation, i think like what chiakee say" like ghost lol", so i better stick to ornage brown (; hopefully it's gonna turn out good! :D

ok, i haven't buy, becos i can't walk nw! get my sis! :))

Hair essence!

I think all girls who have frizzy hair like me, or u have done rebond/ always swimming, shld buy this. Though it's small in size compare to the 'affordable' price, like $10 plus... girls shld take care of our hair. Becos we hate triming just becos it's frixxy and in the end, ur hair never gets long!

Recently, i keep seeing the One day Acuvue Define Natural Shine contact, it's so nice! But it's only a day, so unless u have special event then it's much more worth it! (: Anyway, i saw Dawn Yang blog, the singapore blogger (xiaxue opponent lah!) she damn pretty, yea after plastic! But now who cares if u have plastic or not, i mean even guys go for plastic like jaejoong :DD damn handsome can!, women,, never lah.. just that real beauty will be gone soon!

N/S korea are having war now! peace pls, only commoner are suffering, lifes are more precious than all the nucleus bomb ok! hope all the idols in thr won't have to go to the front line and attack! My Rain is going in in Jan, hopefully by then everything will be okay. (:

byong bbyong!!!!!!

Sianness in the air

2010-11-24T15:45:00.001+08:00

My Mood:

I've been rotting at home for omg, a month?! Self study is so bad and difficult that i wna give up already! but nahh, i can't esp the miec teacher said i shld retake this sem!! I so wna screw her can!! Ok, but staying at hm is better than hospital ?! I stayed there for 3D2N i feel like dying! Thanks my friends came! <3 them ttm!! Now i'm still cast but i can finally wash my wounds yesterday! One week after the stitches were removed (: Now the wound is like black and have those black rough skin like how u fell and have that patches thr? Yeam those kind. I think i'm gonna buy skincare product for my scar already! And currently my leg is no muscles,,, becos a nerve snap la, ligament loosen and broken bone, iya the doctor told me is very rare cases lol! ok, i'm rare and unique (comforting myself nia). Just a brief description about how the whole operation goes, i think i'm quite emotionless.. like not very scare. idk why also... i think is because i face my problems and tell myself that i have to go through it no matter what? And tell myself i'm still fortunate than anyone else who have no food,water and necessity. I mean, we are all ppl but carrying diff fate. So i'm just appreciating what i have.
okok, so i was admited into the ward first after all the admins and weigh myself, change the clothes, get to ask u many questions and watch tv on the bed! then when it's about time they will get u to lie on a harder bed, cover ur hair, remove specs and push u to the operation room. They gave me a warm blanket and 'park' me outside the entrance. Well i'm still far from the room lah, and another patient was also park beside me..ha! then, a nurse will ask u the same question again!! after that, my doctor came and said 'see u!' Ok, that's comforting lol >< after abt 5 mins later, i was push for very long then into the room. An d before a went in a just born baby came out! Life it's so miracle! One is facing life and death when another one just starts his/her own life in this world! So i was quite happy to see the baby lah, though my vision sucks at that time (no spec). Then i was push to the room, carried to smaller bed, and a guy told me he was in-charge and taking care on me throughout the operation, and asked me not to worry. The nurse put on the heartbeat rate thing, and later the guy came back with the needle and drip, so i just look another side and hold the nurse hand. It's not painful lol, and then he told me, "i'm putting painkills and the coma thing into the needle, so u will sleep ok?" OKKK... but i sk why i didn't really feel sleepy, so i think they gave me a air mask to breath, once, i didn't sleep, twice nopeeee, then the guy say "breath in more", so i "inhale!!!!" and i slept!
When i open my eyes, i was damnnnnnn sleepy, like someone knock on my head, nurse keep calling my name till i react. Then the doctor told me'done' (: i feel extremely cold ever, so they gave me a heated blanket, damn warm and cosy.. so i sleep lol! push push... i reach my ward and i saw my sisters. Ok, idk why i see them i cried ok,,, maybe too emotional that i'm alive like the baby! haha! but the coma thing is damn power, no pain and u wanna sleep. i think the effect goes off the next day. I swear if u stay in hospital u will get slim down, cos i was very hungry but i don't feel like eating, all the food is like untouch. But it taste good la. after i'm awake a few hours, my great buddy, yong wei zhi called lol! ok, touched lah!! he called once when i'm having operation when my mum picked up the call. then he called when i'm awake, and super dizzy talking, so hang call. the next day, jjiang he and my classmates appear!!! wow, i'm superrrr touch! i think it's fortunate to have such friends, whether or not they come, i love my secondary sch mates!!!

okok i will try to blog again soon! (: i wanna go back sch, i miss my poly ppl! pearlyn, jamie, grace and mr foo, i gonna kill u when i'm back!
ppyong ppyong!!

2010-11-24T15:10:00.001+08:00

My Mood:

2010-10-26T00:48:00.000+08:00

confuse.

Those who have seen my fb will know about my knee injury. And it's really killing me. Other than the pain that i am facing, it hurts more when my mind keep thinking about the negative things. Few days ago, i was crying like a baby non-stop during the mid of the night. Thinking of all kinds of negative things. "what if i can't dance?!, what if i need an operation, what about my dream, why god don't let me enjoy pursuing those dreams that i have been planning, thinking day and night.?"
All these random thoughts keeps coming into my mind. And the next day, when i went to visit the doctor, while i was waiting for my turn, i was watching a tv programme, and this artist his assets (of arts) were gone because of a flood. And he went into depression. But his friend told him "give up everything, to gain freedom" this struck him and he pick himself up again. Creating better works.
So does this applies to me. Giving up everything that i own, i posses, and have been dreaming for, in order to get back my freedom. At that moment i told myself i have to give up all this first, but FIRST, it dosen't mean i'm not coming back to take it. Just that i will restart when my knee recover. It's a good quote which reminds me to do even better when everything is ready again. 2011 will be my year!!
Tml i will be seeing specialist from Mount Everest hospital for a detailed scanning at 10am. Hopefully everything will be fine, and just a cast is needed. pray hard!!
So much things happen these days. Not just myself but friends around me as well. Secondary sch mates (esp), and MNM as well. i don't think god is give me a god time, cause my first birthday wish happens to be everyone ard are bless. Seriously, i care for all of them, whether i show concern or not. If i'm not close, i don't text nor fb, but still hurts me. Why can't everyone be kind towards another. Why must there be backstabbing, rumors, and gossip. Maybe as i get older, my gossipness decrease instead of increase to become auntie. (: Now i don't ask if they dont wish to say, but instead care for them! CARE!! Yes, secondary sch values yea?! (;

On sat, my friends and i went to the kpop concert!1 And my madness for bigbang is really really high! Imagine my ligament and i'm still jumping like my dog (chasing the tennis ball)! How i hope BIGBANG can come again. Or have a YG concert?! Anyway, their new album is coming soon!! (: SNSD male fans are really scary!! their fan cheers are as loud as girls ok!! And those pink tees, lightsticks?! OMG! But still awesome! Just that. i think bigbang on the stage seeing guys holding pink lightstck and tee they may think s'pore fashion is funny?! Gosh, ok the guy up there is GD (g-dragon), the leader of bigbang. Training for 6 yrs to debut, and his achievements are really high!! Talents 100%!!
Alright, apart from the madness, when i was sitting down seeing the concert, i feel sad for the idols lah. Though the stage is glamours, with fans cheers, cameras, spotlights, but no ones knows whats behind the stage. Tiredness, criticism, hell trainings and antis. So i don't try to have any anti idol, because where they are now, prove they are capable for that. (:
And and and!!! I miss my poly friends now!! Grace, pearlyn, jamie and others lah, but they say the next class is also weird and worse than the previous?! omg, hopefully we can blend together!!! Can we be like my secondary class?!!
hmm, too much for me today,
will report soon, again!
Bbyong!!

2010-10-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

Before a new chapter begins.

Just want to blog before the clock strike 12 and i become 18. Right at this moment, i'm 17 yrs old. Before earning another year for myself, just want to sum up 364 (nearing 365 days) before 10 Oct. Last year, i learn alot of things. What true friends, family, happiness, future and dreams means. But all that happens before i am 17, so when i was 17, till today, i am cautious about who i can truly believe and trust. And ofcos, i'm glad that i always have awesome ppl by my side when i'm in need. Regardless, it's my secondary sch friends or poly classmates, dancers, including you who like to share this moment with me, i thank you for staying on with me thus far. O.M.G, goosebumps! (:
Putting aside the happy moments and darkest moment, when i'm 17 i think i really studied hard for my O levels (: clap clap :DD Ofcos, sometimes I might think that why my hardwork didn't bring me that same amt of achievement, esp in dancing. I cried, and stand back again. Fall and stand again. It doesn't matter to me how hard the fall might be, but i will rmb each fall is a lesson for myself. A reminder to myself in the future not to do the same mistake again.
Anyway, i want to sincerely thank everyone including you who is reading this, that my 17th year was not wasted.
What i hope for 18?!!!!

Everyone that i love is happy and healthy!
Study well and harder!!
Making few more steps towards my dream
ofcos, i wanna go for more dance classes!
hope to get into nra next year!
and and and, not forgetting, my bgirl - which i really wanna do well more than any other dance!
join more competitions!
learn guitar!
train my vocal.

seriously, other than study harder, the rest are related to my dream. How nice! I gonna make my 18th year a more worth while and better one than 17th!!! Fighting!

Here comes the epic, shockness, and memorable suprises!!! :DDD

love you guys to the max!!! (:

Shall post tml, when i'm 18!

Now, i should pop my medicine pills and go to bed.

Annyong! :D

2010-09-15T00:56:00.000+08:00

If you are rotting at home, maybe this really olddddd show can entertain you! Though it's really really old korean drama, but it's funny and touching. Touching part actually comes in the middle, which i really cried lah. funny part can start from this first part of it already. Yes, i'm officially a Rain baised, whatever u call me, but if the show is nice, why not share around? The plot is funny. Catch this now, and soon 'Runaway' will be aired on KBS2 fron 29 sep!! Yes, after so longggg from full house and now it's 2010 FOR RUNAWAY!! They said the plot is comedy/action/love, so it's a 3-in-1 k drama!! (: Do watch it and show support! (: check out the 2 teaser below! :DDD

btw, make yourself free on this coming sat for KPOP dance battle yea? supporters are needed to increase the chances of entering into the preliminary (: So do come down from 1.30 to 8, because i dk which timing my grp will be in, due to first come first serve basis. Hopefully, i won't be too nervous and brain dead! Gonna enjoy myself ttm! :DD And after this, it's time to work! I need to save money so tt i can take up more dance classes!! My Housing and Lyrical HipHop!! Is nowhere in sight! Extremely sadded, cause i was planning to learn it during the holidays, but if i work, i can't dance! So i to learn when sch reopens, meaning i have to plan my timing well, from work, to projects,tests, dance. Though my knees, back,muscles are still in pain, but gotta hang on and get use to it. I won't die down from this physical tiredness! Hope to see you guys on sat! And cheer for me!!! (:

2010-08-13T02:29:00.001+08:00

MNM " MIGHTY NOMADS"!!!!

MNM, YES WE WON THE BANG TALENT SHOW CHAMPION!!! (: MNM are simply awesome! ok, i'm still in the highness of tonight champion! (: the video can be found in my fb videos (: Gotta train really hard for bgirls already! Beocs i feel the responsible as a team than individual. :D
Oh and i really enjoyed the outing with Grace, jamie and Pearlyn! Kbox, street dance movie and sakae! (: Love them too! I wanna sing again. But wanna break more now!! (:

2010-08-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

Other than...

saving for raining days, look at the new york baseball shirt!! Gosh, where do they sell the baseball cap and shirt!!! I want!!! Let me list: Baseball tee, creative mp3 player(latest),puma shoes, new york cap, and some flamboyant sleeveless tee. Save save save! saving for a better day!! :D back to study ): but before that, choreo footwalk transition first! (:

2010-08-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

Saving for raining days!

Yes, saving for raining days and at the same time saving for sunny days! I need to save for dance shoes that i found online: Puma black high cut! (: Saving for my dance lesson and i just found a music school which i think their style of teaching is what i'm looking for. I just know it so expensive!!! To complete 1/4 stages, which is 4 months! And one month is $160! So to complete stage 1, is $640! I hope its worth to invest this course that i'm gonna take soon! Cause using a wrong method to sing and strain your throat is the worse thing that can happen to someone who loves to sing. U can never cure the vocal that u once had, if u hurt it. So i decided to learn from the right person and get the techniques! (: Since my singing really sucks! I need a job! So i can pay for all these pre-liabilities that i'm having. And the puma shoe that i want!! Less than 100 bucks i think!! Ok, study first!!!

Sometimes i think parents are abit weird. My mum just keep discouraging me not to dance, not to learn korean when she saw me fall asleep on the desk before i went to bath. And after i had my korean test, and complete my hip-hop class, she asked me, why i'm not going to dance, and asking to me continue to take korean level 2. And said it will be useful for me to know another language so that when i go korea to work or else where, it's a bonus. Though she still don't know i'm definitely going there to find my job! And my 3rd sister who know what i wanna do in the future, she actually objected it when i told her. And now when i told her how the companies are gonna train and treat you, she say then just go lah. I help u take videos then u submit. Lol, my mind is always up-side-down because of them. Just hope that's their final decision. Then i will be damn happy! :D Will update soon when i really attend my vocal class, L.A hip-hop and buy my dance shoes!!!

2010-08-07T15:41:00.001+08:00

Some decisions are made....

wohoo,, i had made some decisions for my videos! The dance- self choreograph hip-hop i'm doing BoA Hurricane Venus! But ofcos not copying anything found in the MV. And lyrical hip-hop i will be attending o sch lyrical hip-hop classes after my exams end! (: HAPPY~! And for that video i will be doing Rihanna - take a bow. Probably i may need a guy to dance lyrical hip-hop with me, how?! Who can i find? Who is willing to dance with me, willing to appear in the video and willing to choerograph with me?!! Shld ask ard! (:

Sch breaks are here! Finally all the test and exams are over, and now awaiting for final exams to come! Shall enjoy for a while then study! :D Now everyday i have this rountine from 12.30 to 2AM, to learn dance videos and to make own choreograph for my hurricane venus and lyrical hip-hop. Hopefully u guys can see the videos soon, i wish that will happen too! Wanna watch SALT with sec sch mates!!! Can't wait to see them!

2010-08-05T00:34:00.003+08:00

Greatfullness.

I was doing this online search of entertainment auditions and requirement, rules n regulation. And from youtube, to yahoo, to google, it came to me that thousand and millions of people want to stand on stage. A stage that i also dream of. Which is actually a very good warning call for me, because i need to realise how competitive and how lack of experience i had. Well, there's this online email audition from the entertainment companies, which looks appealing to almost everyone who shares the same dream as me. But, i'm not ready yet. Too many things i'm lacking. I don't want to video smth of me just because i know, or because i "think" this can get me in. Cos even if it's a just try, i think there's a standard of perfection for me. I hate being rejected, being said to try again next year, next time. I rmb this feeling since i failed in NRA till now. Though the rejection for email audition is even higher (becos there's way more talented ppl in this world), but i think i i have too many things to do before someone spot me.
First my dance skills. CUI!
second, my vocal. Even more CUI
Third, i need to find a routine and select a song that suits me and my dancing style.

Basically, the requirement for email audition is just a video of what u are good at within 3 mins.
So my strategy to my success to pass the audition is this:
1. dance video will contain 4 genre of dance,

hip-hop
bgirls
dance sports(probably rumba and jive- which i must find a partner who is willing to show himself to the managers as well
lyrical dance

I still finding the perfect song for me to edit and put together. Hip-hop i may use BoA song,bgrils i already have 500 over of songs to choose one from -_- and dance sports i can just get from seniors, lyrical dance i will choose an english ballad and meaningful one. All these probably will fits well into each genre and stands out from other people
2. Song/ vocal video

BoA - person next to u. This song is a ballad and i love it once i heard this. probably i will sing till the first chorus.
English song - Bleeding love? Or Taylor Swift? Nth have been finalise since i haven't heard eng songs for like a yr? and American singers have really good vocal, i seriously can't choose smth tt i cannot handle. if not they may think i still not up to standard. i rather be in a safe zone! so if there's any recommendation just tag me!
Lastly, this maybe just for fun! Composer! Ya, i just thgt of this on the way home, as my classmate she just bought a guitar and she offered to teach me as she say is easy, so ya! Learning a musical instrument is a plus plus point!!! And when i was at home, i sudden;y get the inspiration to sing a string of words out with rhythm that hasn't been sang by singers before. Which means it's a pipping hot fresh music! So i actually typed out the lyrics of my own compose song like for verse 1. and i'm stuck! I couldn't find a suitable chorus yet. Anyway, it's for fun. if the composing part fail, i can just play and sing BoA song if i can get the scores! So yea!

so that's the plan that i'm approaching, what do u guys think? So tell me! This is just the first part of my plan, so now, i need to choreograph for my dance, and see how it works. U guys got to be really patient! This can last till next year May, hopefully by then i'm done with everything and once the videos are done, i will need u guys to CRITICISE it!! Give me hush comments so that i can redo the whole filming before u send it and get rejected, which i will be more sad if that happens!
Oh and if by next year my choreo and vocal not done, my Korean classmates and I going to take part in the k-pop event which held every 2 yrs? So the next one will be 2012! And winner can get to have training!!! This may also be another alternative that i will take. So hopefully all this will work out for me! Now i have so much for me to prepare!! Root on me ppl!! And really thanks my classmates that keep telling me " u shld really try sending in your video!" "i'll help u take the video" "i will teach u guitar" "i will buy u a long mirror for u to dance at home" I'm not gonna disappoint you guys!! Gonna make u guys proud!

2010-08-01T00:15:00.001+08:00

Check this out!!!!

Look whose my friend!!!!

I think i'm lucky to be mblaq fans, cause they are so nice!!! This me2day account was set up hours ago, ya, and it took hours to let me get the way this korea twitter works. Usually i don't tweet in my twitter, i just see what people tweet, but this time i'm addicted, cos it's all in korean! and LOOK, my friends are stars ok?! haha, bullshit actually, they just add for more followers i think, but I'm still happy about it! (; Gonna make my me2day vibrant!! hehes! Now, my friends are: BoA!G-D!Sandara Park,!SeungHo!!! Will find more stars some time when i'm hella free! :D I soooooo scare of Monday, dead serious, i think i can't sleep on sunday. My excel test!!! I don't want this module to pull my GPA down, i want it to be a nice grade printed on my cert!!! Ok, i go and redo this thick thick book again liaozzz!!! Ann-yong!! Korean tml! (:

2010-07-31T02:38:00.000+08:00

CAN I GO LA?

As u can see, the time now is 2.29 AM, and i'm fully awake and stinks as well. I was suppose to sleep at 12 tonight, because i have a long day tml for Korean, all i did was to on the laptop and check my fb, and i saw Boa comeback news, with her was another dancer- Rino Nakasone. Some said she's really a good dancer, and went to check her dance videos, and now, i addicted to it! My new idol! Studied her background and stuff, she's from the awesome Beats Freak dance crew!! If u dk, they were the American best dance crew season 3 champion!! A girls dance grp!! She did MV with Britney,Janet Jackson and many!!! Just fell in love with her passion, and there goes me, dancing to my laptop, for an hour or so. Seriuosly, i think i shld go LA to learn dance before going to Korea, gosh what i'm i thinking!!! Ok, i wanna go thr even if it's not dancing, but if i really go, i think i will rent a house instead of staying in hotels, which cost a bomb! Hmm, i need to bath without my mum knowing!! shhh... bye! annyong!

2010-07-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

Run Peifen Run!

Just ran 5.5km, and i only sweat out 200 calories! When we sallow down, the calories are like free, when u want to sweat out the calories, it takes forever. But, i think i'm addicted to running already. NP sch gym rocks ttm! LOVE IT! <3 i can't use the cycling machine because my joints hurts ): probably due to dancing. But, still love dancing!! :D Can't wait for next week run!
Projects for this semester were done!! Finally! But, studying time is here! ): I miss my sec sch mates liao. Like we met a week ago? or less? But, still miss all of them!

2010-07-25T02:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TWEET/PUMA!

Just return home from tweet birthday! Finally, it's over! I mean i don't have to trouble about the planning of birthday anymore! (: Sadly to say i always have to plan for my these ^^^ 3 lovely people birthday, then can enjoy mine! Since i'm the last among the four! Means i'm younger too! ha! The only 17 now! :DDD From the brighter side of view, it's my turn to enjoy my birthday, since there's no exams during oct! It's break time!! After this coming week and there goes my projects! Can't wait for that! Wed, the last day! (:
Had the dinner birthday at xin wang hk, though just the few of us, but it's still awesome! What's more to say, was when i put on the Dr. Dre headset that Alex had customize weeks ago via online customize and it cost 600 USD! which is S$1000 plus! I was really handling it with care when i was listening to it, cos i rmb the incident of Mir headset! Anyway, the headset it DAMN AWESOME! I can't hear anything other than the song that i was playing! No noise pollution from ur surroundings, and the base of the music, the rythem that vibrates the headset and ur eardrums, the singer vocal makes u feel like u are listening to a LIve concert!, and the one and only design in the world(since it's customised). Serious! I feel like Rain singing only to me, when i played his song! When can i have one!!! I don't need the customise one, but i want the headset to have the zero noise pollution from the surrounding which is an addition cost of $300 from the usual price of s$400 that is selling at HMV now. Which may cost $700plus?! Better save for Korea trip, and save money for my dream man!! Cannot use anymore! ZIP!

2010-07-19T14:17:00.005+08:00

ANOTHER ADDED TO MY LIST:

SHINee album Lucifer is another must buy album to my list already. Now i have what: Rain mini special album, Mbalq 'Y' album, and now Lucifer.! It's a different gener as compared to other idols grp which is somehow refreshing, because i'm almost sick of auto-tune! I respect all artists album because it's their hardwork in there- whether they suceed or fail, it all depend on us, so i think this album is awesome! ha! Especially is Shinee <3 :)
I just went to search for Amanda twitter cause cheng say she tweeted she got JayPark concert tickets that i wanted so badly!!! Hope she reply me with a good news soon?! :DD
Blogging this in post in sch right now, in canteen 3, and listening to A-YO from shinee? ha! Sch internet is awesome! Fast and efficent. Going to gym in 30 mins time! Wohoooo, finally my classmates are going with me! Gonna sweat out all the calories that i ate for yesterday sakae sushi buffet for baoyi birthday! (: Yesterday, was indeed enjoying, though it was a short meetup aka birthday celebration, but i still cherish the time we had yesterday. It's so nice to see them, those farmilar faces once again, i don't mind they bully me, cause i somehow miss the feeling? haha, yea, i got bullied by them so often almost every hour in sch! WHEN CAN WE GO BACK MFSS? WHEN IS OUR CHALET? WHEN IS OUR MALAYSIA CLASS TRIP AGAIN? WHEN IS OUR GIRLS KOREA TRIP?
I was still wondering to join our sch BA business and accountacy talent show anot. It's a event held every year, called BA-NG!! Yea, a talent show that showcase ur talents. The bboys actually wannted to join for fun, and asking me join as well, hmm i think is fun, but i think i'm gonna make the grp worse? Shall see tml, tue!! This morning i just recieved pocket money (:, but i BET i using all off this week. Or i should say tml! I have to pay for my dancesports shoes. Either is cheap as 50 dollars, or is less than 100! cos it depends on the shoes size also. Hope i'm lucky to just pay for a blue note than 2 blue ones! ((:
I wanted a ipod touch so badly, cause my handphone ice-cream can no longer put videos-which i deleted to give space to more korean songs! And now there's no space to put my bboy songs in! there's like 1GB of bboy songs, so i need a mp3/4 player. Instead of ipod touch (which i have no money to buy) i went to search for Creative, Zen X-Fi2, which is much more cheaper! Like 199 for 8GB? Yea, as long as it functions well, i don't mind what brand it is, i'm not materialistic! (;
Just followed so many on twitter, but still i'm not use to tweeting in twitter, hehes. See ya, gotta go gym soon! (: and korean class later! :DDD

2010-07-17T17:21:00.001+08:00

IN NO TIME!!!

Seriously, i can't wait for next week to end. Then all my projects will be handed up by then! (: Just have to tell myself to really bare for these few weeks. My korean test is coming! Omo, gonna study everyday for that, so that i can promote to basic 2 and another step closer to my dreams! (: Dream big people! Just wonder, how is it to feel like without having a dream, i mean u have a dream and that will be the source of motivation even in the hardest part of ur life. You can still survive as long as u have dreams. If u don't, might as well put a leg into the coffin! LOL.

This is what a professional camera gives!!!

Next sem is also coming soon, just after the six week break!!! wohoo,!!! I'm gonna change class!!! (:

2010-07-15T15:18:00.002+08:00

Mr. Perfect

I was boarding 167 today to sch and as normal there's no seats. *straight to the point* I was standing near the exist door. Something caught my attention, and i didn't look around after that. This guy who is a caucasian is so different from the others caucasian. He is like a model who walk out from the magazine of Paris fashion magazine? I don't know but i think he will meet all requirment needed to be a model. His hair is style in a way that someone do for him. It's not black but brownish-blone short hair. He did not spike his hair but perhaps he curl alittle bit at the end part of his hair. Not Roman style but fashion style!
He fixed his gaze and didn't look around. When the OL leaved the bus, he stare at them and look back to the front. He is so silent that i thought he's not breathing. Seated really straight, legs place closely, and hands is always in a "fingers-interlock" position(thks pearlyn for this description!). His eyes is so deep that i can't see what colour his eyes is. I was more forcus on his nose. His nose is really smooth-straight and the angle of his nose is so perfect that the proportion of his whole face stands out. Lips just give a smooth edges at the side. The jaw line is so distinct that makes him looks liean.
When he was staring at the passengers alighting, i can't look at him so i was looking at his shoes. All i can say is that IT'S DAMN SHINY!!! not those bling bling - shinny. But the shoes must have been polish every other day. No scratches and mud on his shoes, it's plain shiny black!! Too shiny that when the sunlight shines on it, u can't look on it. It's that shine! I was actually thinking is he a vampier, like Edward Cullen. Perhaps he is one, cause i don't feel like he is breathing!!! The uncle sitting beside him can still sleep! Super bless! No wonder Bella is willing to risk her life for Edward!! :DDD
Hais, how i wish i can stay in the bus longer! Or see him again in the bus?!!! Maybe? Cos Vampier can see future? HA! :DDD

WTH!!

2010-07-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

after posting on fb my little anger, i just think i get enough of it. It not that i want to complain or aim on any single one in my class. becos is like almost "all" is like tt.. ofcos, to those who did their work, i really appreciate how much u want to score well. So do I. But i think is a bit too much for some of them to just walk off and expect the grp to give good evalution marks for them. I not gonna be like tt anymore. Fair and Square. That's it! I think i controlled alot than the past if my sec sch mates knows about this. Usually, i just scold and black face them, but we are ok after that, cos they know they are wrong. Whats' now? u know u are wrong and feel gulity, but continue to be wrong?! Didn't try to make up for the absence, and giving excuses. Excuses sometimes can be a reason, but it cannot be a habit to make these reason forever, then it will become an excuse, an freaking awesome excuse that u think u have come up with. Well, blog is good, atleast i manage to vent it here. Since they won't really care. I seriuosly i don't care what happens when they see what i posted on fb. Since, i'm changing class next sem, and 2 wks time that's end of it. Pls do some self-reflection if u guys think the above 'qualifications' meets ur 'standards'.
Ann-yong!안녕!

Back to school!

2010-07-11T00:43:00.000+08:00

revive

2010-07-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

I mean what i say. I didn't blog since school starts! Atleast till now. Soon the breaks are coming. Can't wait, but before this tons of projects deadlines to submit. ): FIGHTING! Got to buy a bagpack soon, laptop charger and stuff are killing me!! Can't even grow tall! GEE! Dotbox is inviting Mblaq to Singapore! Omo, i hope thats real!!! :DD Sch is so boring, i miss all 5f ttm!! can't gossip, no more fights and soccer, no more one for all, all for one. I just receive a call today, regarding a survey i took when i was doing project at the atrium of NP. It's just a normal survey about jobs, and they called me today to ask me i'm selected to go for an orientation cum interview for a job, which only work during wkends, income 400-800. Trainings are provided and job scope is to recommend stuff(i dk what stuff). To assist smth like manager type. Perhaps i shld go down for the orientation and see how it goes? (:
My classmates was shock when i told them i'm not going uni after my diploma.I mean is it a must to go directly? I wanna go for my dreams first, because age is quite impt for this. So i shld go asap. See? i got my hip-hop I dance cert! Craving for more!! Hip-hop II? Locking? LA hip-hop? Goona sign up once my exam end this sem!! Wohhoo!!! :DDD

Just before it ends

2010-06-24T00:23:00.000+08:00

Holiday is ending in no time!! Argh, really hate it! Tons of homework and notes to squeeze in the brain in no time! ): I'm just enjoying dance in sch, bboy!! :DD I wanna continue to chase after the world cup, but it seems impossible !! The asia pride - Korea get in to top 16!! wohoo!!! Didn't waste my effort for cheering and rooting from 2.30 till 4.30!! Just that the tv wordings are really too small to even see the scores and timing. And i don't even know who's kicking the ball unless the person says it. Hope that can get into finals!!!

Scape performance was really fun.. the kind of feeling for performing is back. People are anticipating the dance, holding on to their cameras, handphones, anything that can record the live performance down. Gonna join more performances in the future.. Sadly to say, i turn down the competition for dancesports- cha cha. Becos of studies. Which i regret now. Losing a chance to gain experience is terrible. I'm not gonna to lose any chances next time. Still chinging to my dreams!!! STAY WITH ME!!! Counting down to end my poly life and off i go for my dreams!!! ya, dream only! -_- Anyway, gonna do my best to make it happen!

Somehow i feel my secondary sch sch mates are changing. I not sure is it because of Libra sensativeness or what. Everyone seems to have their own pals in poly. And leaving the sec pals aside. Maybe not, i shld say because in poly we need new ppl to guide us in new environment. (: But, i think i feeling abit distance from them, but that's what reality is. No choice ): Perhaps i'm the only one relying on sec sch mates. Becos i can't really find a 'pal' in poly to say 'anything and everything'. All i can say is homework, lectures! Ok, not gonna be almo-emo! Bboy and dance is tml! Just making me happy! :DD
Bye, i not sure when can i revive this blog again when term starts! ):
seeya!

finally

2010-06-11T15:24:00.000+08:00

After so long, I'm back!!! :DDD
Finally posting and finally it's end of my common test and holidays is around the corner!!!
half the sem pass like tt, quite hectic which may be good sometimes when u hope time can pass quickly to meet the weekends! :DD but time pass quickly may also means u may miss some things that may be valuable and memorable to you. Everyone says their course sucks when they actually put it in the first 3 choices. I have no choice but to do so. But since u are in the course might as well try to make it enjoyable than detesting it right? :)) OK I LOVE MY COURSE!!! Lol!!

shall be posting more since the holidays are coming up. Oh, btw, chew ling and i will be performing for Scape opening on the 19th of june, Sat. Time will be confirm. Performing at 4 places. Taka, Ion, Mandarin Gallery open space and Scape! Come down and rock with us!! but,P.S come when u happen to pass by orchard for shopping or meeting ur friends. Don't come just for performance, It's just less than a min! LOL. but the steps are fast and little bit tough. Ok, will post again soon. I MISS 5FFFFFF!!!!! DDDD:

super duper sexy sexy, super duper flashy flashy!!!

2010-05-16T00:47:00.002+08:00

Sorry nth sexy nor flashy thing in this post.. just a lyrics from lee hyori song. (:
It's already the 4th week of school for all poly students! Wow, that's really fast. With all the assignments projects, dance, presentations coming one after another NON-STOP can be abit breath-taking for me. Especially for this coming week there's mini-test for my favourite but most confusing subject, B law!!!! though it's only MCQ, but i'm kind of afraid of how the questions are being pharse, since my english is really bad ttm. However, this coming week is gonna be fun-filled with activities?! No, not just this week but also the upcoming weeks!!! wohoo!!! HOW AWESOME IS THAT! Ok my class love using awesome this word, so...yeah! With Mon - K class, tue -bboy and dancesports,wed - mini recharging, thurs- hip-hop, friday - countdown to weekend!!! Most importantly, MBLAQ is coming back with 'Y' as their title track!! Total of 5 songs and 2 additional instrumental songs!! LOVE IT TTM!!! Finally a korean group that uses a different image and NO auto-tune group is back!!!! Basically, auto-tune are tune that uses a sound system to change your voice into sexy, beastly or echo-ing. that's what auto-tune does. So we always feel addicted to korean songs that's because lots of idol groups uses this in their tracks to cover there voices, which i think it's a petty. MBLAQ MBLAQ!!!! :DDDD

Unfortunately, i have not recover from my wounds that i 'unsuffered' from bboy. I don't know how am I suppose to learn the new technics without recovering this wound. It's really painful, cause the skin get rubbed against my jeans so many times when i was doing baby freeze that it tear off. Hopefully, i can tolerate with this coming week bboy while i use the wrist band to 'tahan' for that session. Now, because of the wound i can't practise baby freeze at home -_- Sharing the experience of bboy was that the first session i went, i was shock by their technics. It's really cool!!! I just stune there like an idiot. And i'm the ONLY girl lah, so it's really weird. But those cool guys are really friendly.(when i say cool guys i mean little kid and poly students.) Yes, little kids!!! They are better than my masters!!! Well, i learnt the basic 6 foot steps and baby freeze. For the baby freeze i just keep knocking my head and banging it on the floor lots of time. After i get back from dancesports(which end early), i tried doing baby freeze cause i didn't succee before that. So i went back, and they were abit shock la. Surprisingly after i got back i got the feel of weight on the head, and most of the guys just watch me doing it again, and i did it!!! So they CLAPPED!!! wohooo!!! The satisfaction cannot be discribe, like overcoming your fears!!! aND THIS COMING WEEK? MY WOUNDS!!!! argh,,,

Thurday is my first dance lesson in O sch!!! Finally, the 2nd or 3rd steps towards my dream. I manage to persuade my mum to let me learn dance from outside, and i make a pact with her. If i can manage my studies i'll continue my dance after the 8 lessons. If i fail to do so, i can't continue. So, i have to work extra hard to prove to my mum i can do it!!! Hwaiting!!!!

happy mother's day!!!

2010-05-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

today meet-up!!!! miss them ttm!!!!

going to wz birthday..

Once a week

2010-05-08T00:56:00.001+08:00

School is getting busier day by day, and i'm working my butts out of it. My classmates commented that i'm very chiong, which is good(for me) that i didn't change abit after leaving my warmly/loving secondary school. That's why i can only post on all fri/sat night. That's the time where i feel, "can slack abit". Ok, i had my korean name but i lost the paper!!! Gosh, really turn my whole house, but i still can't find it!! Ask my sun sen nim again :p I didn't get into nra which was a disspointment for myself. At that moment, i really doubt if i should continue dancing. I doubt my capability, for once. And i regained it, after half day, after much thoughts. I was thinking if dreams are so easily being doubt, then that's not dreams waiting to become reality, that's "day-dreaming". I asked myself, do i love dance just for my dreams or i love dancing first then followed by my dreams. Straight away the answer is (b). I danced when i was pri 4 all the way to secondary musical, lunch time concert, and singing competitons. I didn't do that for my dreams, because at that moments of times, i didn't know that is what i'm looking for. In sec 3, i know what's in me. What i really like. But,when i was in secondary 4, i had huge stress about what i'm doing in the future. I asked my classmates for suggestions and they gave me the best support till now, then i found out that 'hey, standing on stage is what i truly feel the stasticfaction of myself, that's what in my blood.' Though i was in cio in secondary school, it still gaves me lots on platform for apperciating music in a different angle. And i don't regret choosing that as my secondary cca. Back to the point, after sorting out my thoughts till this monday noon, i know that dancing haven end. It's just another starting point. Failures come and pass, and we grow from it. i have grow even stronger, an even stronger will to make my dreams to reality. Once again,

My poly-mates, secondary school mates kept asking about how i fair and did i make it, sorry to disappoint u guys, i didn't. But, i will not give up!!! So my plan before next year audition, i will be taking dancesports, learning b-girls in school(i'm the only girl, so i'm not sure those guys will teach me or not -_-) and signing up o school learning dance outside. Hopefully, all this can sharpen my skills. Opps, forgotten about B.A communications - it's like what u will see during your orientations those mcees, and backstage crew. I didn't put indicate any certain fields that i'll be in (acting,singing,hosting or backstage crew). Because i want to try out different kinds of things and know which one i'm really into it. For now, i'm more on mcees. Yes, mcees!!! Cause the guy that i always post his name Matthew Zachery was once in this cca, and now he is persuing his dreams in this area. How cool is that??!! I was suppose to ask the nra president for letting me in, but before i go and see her, they posted no consideration. So i might as well don't go. Surprisingly, I didn't feel as upset as i thought that i wasn't even given a chance to redeem myself. That's life, and i know there's more to come in the near future, especially the route i'm taking. But just keep trying, you never know how it will turn out unless you try it out. (: Oh, btw, i am more surprise by what my mum told me when i didn't get into nra. She was like " as them to give u another chance, since u like it so much" and after today i told her i want to learn dance from outside first she said " ok, go ahead" Of cos she told me to put proriity in studies first. This is for the first time in my life, i heard my mum saying i can go learn dancing. She used to have thoughts of dance and music have no future propects, which she thinks that it will hinder my talents and potential in certain fields. But now, at least she unlock that thought in her heart. Maybe this thought may change from time to time, because parents love changing their mindset. So, i'll just take her words as an encouragement more than a mere of confirmation.
My poly-mates (mostly guys, from class,poly random classes) have alot of comments and nick for me. And they think i am different from the others. Alright, i can list quite a few.

My phobia of fish and pond makes me a silly person. They say it's so weird and wth... etc etc. which i think "got so wth meh"... and they say "yes ofcos!!"
they can't believe how much i hate sun, those uv rays. And they are confuse whether i'm scare of the sun or what- becos we were walking across the bridge which have fish below. I was like " walk faster!!"
some say i'm cute. WHICH I FEEL LIKE VOMITTING!!!! SERIOUSLY, i hate CUTE THIS WORD!! ya, u know why. I hate ppl acting cute. Whether it's real cute or what. When they say that, I just hate myself, seriously. Then i try to act fierce to cover my "what they call cute".
Then, they say i'm different from other girls. One text me "Hi, crazy girl" I replied "What!" And the person who reply just say why u so diff? I was like.... where got...
I was name crazy by quite a few ppl, when i cried because i didn't get into nra. And i cried even more lah.

So that's roughly sums up this week of poly and my thoughts. Tomorrow, i'm meeting my honey,dear, and tweet!!! how awesome can that be?!!! Like finally!!! :D Before i end this post, i really really appericate all my ex-classmates, poly-mates for the supports and encouragements your have given me these few weeks. And i ask for u guys to continue it, without you guys, i won't be standing so strong. (:

Sob!!!

2010-05-02T02:28:00.002+08:00

Don send me this video via msn. And i just can't stop crying,or maybe sob... For two hours, this cat didn't leave his friend/gf alone after an car accident in Turkey. It still continue to save her, using all that it could. Yet, with his paws. It so ironic. Even cats can do things that touch people hearts. But sometimes, or most of the times, human are just worse them these beasts. Seeing the cat trying his best to save his friend make me think of the past. Sometimes, friends will always stand by you and never leave you, but sometimes, or there may be times where friends is just a noun, a verbal noun, where we just say it out without much thoughts. But deep in you, you relationship with that particular person may weigh less than a friend. Ok, gonna wipe my tears off.....

Melissa Toh, who just passed away. I joined her fb group that her dearest friends created for her.Heard that she is quite well-known. All i can do is to send my condolence to people whom she loves and to those who loved her... RIP.

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=121170341232607&v=info

Once in a 'life time'!! I met......

2010-05-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

Once in a life time, how many times will you meet someone you cherish (whether is your family,friends,lover,or your pri sch friend)... It may be once in a life time.. And i finally met Chew Ling today!!! Too long didn't see her, that's why have to type full name out!!! haha. We just sat at Starbucks for almost 4 hours plus? Just chatting nonnnnnnnnnnnn- stopppppppppppppp!!!!! Abt our sch,friends,and life... This meet up crench my thrist of friendship... really.. atleast i manage to see one of them... :D Ok, pics time!!

more to go...

we just can't stop taking... not sure when will it be the next time!!!!!

2010-05-01T01:45:00.001+08:00

after the NRA audition... sweat sweat and sweat...

Rene says she wants to take this photo for me..lol.

a forcing smile from me, because i was so tired!!!

This week is the start of all the projects and tutorial questions to do. Late nights and early mornings have become a routine for me. This week we had CCA audition week and i went for dancesports with jacqueline

and it was so fun!!! though we step onto one another foot, bump to other partner's or even end up dancing with another person!! It's still full of fun!! Today(fri )went for NRA auditon. I think i fair ok. Becos the first test i screw up at the end. Second time, i was way better and dance freestyle also. Sunday night or monday i'll get the results. If i'm not in, then dancesports and BA comm (hosting,singing and acting in Business and accountacy) will be my CCAs!!! What hwk am i left with? DSS- excel last part and emily case study,macroecons project and management questions. Do now, and sleep tml to meet tweet!!! Like finally see ONE of them!! ya, just one ): sq and val not free ))))): Nvm, will see soon yea? and ofcos you reader, hope to see you too!!!!!

Mayflowerian is all about EPIC fun!!!

Should I?

2010-04-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

Ok, i shall make it short, because i stink right now... Today, went for the audition with Rene and 30 mins before the registration the queque is already very long. Fortunately, manage to squeeze into the 2 slots.
Waited for an hour to D group. Seriously, our group is pro ppl de lol!!! all locking de. Well, the 2 female dancers taught us 4 8s and the song.. i don't really know what it's called. It's was fast and the teach really quickly!! Seriously, abit blank at first.. All of us just sweat like mad, it's worse than running 2.4 man. SERIOUSLY!! Had a break for 45 mins to self-practise and had went in in groups of 5. The person say there's only 6 ppl in the room. When i went in I was like wtf. Atleast 30 ppl sitting infront of u and ask you to dance. Had the first time with chero, sec time was with chero and freestyle.. They didn't stop the music, all the did is keep playing until the teachers say stop. The first time i was at the back and when dancing till the end, i was abit balnk.. and harldy finish my dance steps. Sec time i was ask to step up, and ofcos chero and freestyle. Second time was really much better, but i'm afraid i'm not in... so shld i go to the audition for tml as well?Argh so confuse... Sun or mon they will post the name list on the blog. really hope to see my name and D17( my no.) on it... can your tell me shld i go for tml audition?

To you

2010-04-25T00:57:00.002+08:00

korean "xi zi"

look, no english!!!

my favourite module!! but the hardest!!!!

This is my self practise questions in macroeconomic, just 10 questions(4 pages) i feel like i writing ss already -_- anyway, gotta ask teacher to mark for me? is there this kind of service in poly?

I miss school, my seconday sch, mostly i miss them ^^^^^^^^^^^^^!!!!!!!!!!!(not those books, the first pic!)
because they are so far away from me, i sometime feel lost in NP. I can't chat really much with new ppl, so i miss all the noiseness we had, all the crazy stuff we did. That's why your keep receive my pestering msg from me. Those who are same sch with me, get msg like "what time u end lesson.... when is your break.." etc etc. I really need to see my sec sch mates like now!!!! Your are getting busier and maybe next week our meet-up may cancel? maybe this time round i'm the one cancelling it.. who knows? We all have our own projects and test to deal with so this is the time to tests how strong our ties is. I'm staying strong!!! Really hope your can take an hour? Just an hour to meetup for next week? Didn't get to see your for a week it seems like for years man!!! Seriously, i think friendship sometimes feels like being in a relationship, whereby you didn't see for a day, it like a year?!! ha :D ok, hope to see your next week. If really tt busy, nvm we meet at mid-night!! Take our sleeping to talk!!! Use your laptop for msn when u in sch? or atleast sign-in so tt i feel someone close is around me... This coming week will start all the tutorials and lectures... My trial lesson for dancesports, audition for NRA and trail for ice-skating all lining up this week!! Thankfully each of this cca have classmates i know going with me, if not i'll be -_- sotong again? Ok atleast not for NRA and ice-skating(if not i may have bruise on my legs, touchwood!) Can't wait for this week to approach, so tt i can me you guys in weekend?! (: Monday monday, my korean name!!! Oh, i bought the korean textbook that Ms Choi Eun Jin my korean teacher(sun bei nim) told use to buy. When i return home and look through i was like What?! All in korean language. Only very little of english for translation. Even the instrutions were in korean!! Ok, i do know how to read but it will take hours?! I looked at the cover and it says " Korean University book". And my reaction was "what?! I'm in poly only leh, use just a high standard book!?" Ok, i'll just see what my beautiful teacher is going to say on monday class. Btw, pls pls pls, i begging everyone, msg, msn me, fb on mon from 1-6 can?!!! Please, cause i'm so hell free at this time because my lesson for K class starts at 6. If u are in NP pls come blk 72 the study place(air-condition) to find me. Thanks!!! If u are not NP student, pls fb,msg,msg me!!! cam sa ham ni da!!!

Stepping into the new track

2010-04-23T01:05:00.005+08:00

Stepping into poly the first day it was abit breath-taking , for me. Well, because i was extrememly late ( not maybe ,30mins) for tutorial. When i find anxiously for my classroom i was hoping an angel could guide me along. But, if u see what i typed in fb, that there's no tutorials in the first week... so i ended up being early.Perhaps i have not been late for classes before so punctuality for me is impt for lectures, though no one cares. But i do! This week let me feel how reality is in the world. I f u didn't pull the first smile, ppl might just have a glance and never have your face scan into their memory for once. Stepping into poly makes me feel more responsible, whether in your studies or your belongings. If lost, u can forget it.
Personally i don't have problems adapting to new places, which is a good thing for me. But my mind have problems dealing with new environment. They( mind) tend to have sotong swimming inside my brain when i need to be clever. I still rmb a guy i met who came for "no tutorial" as me. So we when to see cca and stuff. When we were going for poa, i initiate to lead to the lecture room, using the map i have in-hand. Well, the guy just keep giggly when i was finding that place, but i found it!!! It's me ok! He still say i'm like a little big girl in this big campus -_- maybe he knows i have sotong in my mind when i'm adapting to new environment? Ok, back to the point, the sch is always there to help us. I was in a state of depression when i thought i was not in the IS module for korean language. For those who are really close to me, will understand how poly can help me towards my dreams. This is the first step. So i went to the main office and was asked to call an extension to a person for assistance. And she guide me along by checking the timetable and comfirmation of makeup class. I was really thankful to her, seriously. She was like a sudden metro that came across the sky and granted my wish by telling me i was in for K class. Well, i was a sotong lah, hence i couldn't really know how to find in my npal there :( Other than meeting nice ppl who initiate to introduce themself which i appericate, lectures are like ss in sch for me.. almost fall asleep. But i'll never!! Males lecturers are the funny,joker type esp econs. Keep saying his handsome -_- and rated stuff ... female are more serious but still ok. Except for bs managment, really bored!!!
I have many activities i want to join. But having too much may be a burden for me in the future? I want NRA, ddancesports, iceskating and BA comm ( basically, doing hosting/ mcee- like matt :D) Again, i think i benefit really alot in my dream field. But i already have a korean class in hand. Which i am abit stress because the writings and pronouce in korean acent is abit tough. I can understand how hard Rain tries to speak in hollywood movies already! shall take step by step and consider well... Iceskating was a bit of schock for me as well. Cos i don't really take sports since sec unlike pri sch with medals every year. But iceskating, the first thing that come into mind was is ice! not sun!!! No UV ray! wohoo, then followed by Kim yuna!!! The Korean/ The world queen figure skater!! I just wish that my life can be more than the stage. Though why i love performing is because of the appaulse the floor gives, even if there's no appaulse there's no audience, i feel safe on stage. In sec sch, practise in music room, or on stage is different from performing it ( whether it's on floor or stage). Though i take both practise and performing equally impt. For me stage is a place where music, dance, drama comes into a peice. It's not about showing talents, but for me is where soul are out and you are a different person. I am ambltious, i wanted more than a stage. I hope ice skating ring can give me a different feeling from stage. I have not tried it, but it may surprise me. Maybe ice skating will feel freely? Or will it be more lonely? Really wish to try it out.

Korean class as i mentioned was all about fun!! Waiting for monday to arrive super fast!!! (: My K class on monday!! Pretty teacher and kpop fans there!! I was surprise there's 1/5 og guys there... one with Rain hair,one with jaybeom hair. The girls just keep saying idols name but the guys just silent.... Then we ans "SNSD lol" The malay guy was like " ya, and kara" :)

Having a group of classmates with your change your character. Because BS is full of english students and my classmates are, i have to speak in english to interact. So now i keep speaking english. Throughout the day, i don't rmb saying abit of chinese. So when gabriel called me he was like "eh, why so angmoh?" I was like huh what angmoh. Basically i don't understand the sitiuation and someone pass by me so my mind was block for quite awhile. hehess... Becos i was speaking english non-stop to him, so ok, i change to chinese then suddenly english -_- Maybe next time all i can speak is english and korean nia... No way la, chinese is my root!! Will stay-rooted!!!

I was trying to figure out admiring and liking someone has a difference right? But to what extent....

Korean class

2010-04-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

Korean class today was fab!!! so fun and interesting (: can't wait to the next lesson.. basically i can now read text of korean languages, but don't know what it means.. have to buy books on korean and bs management..sigh, now money flying again!!!

sotong not cuttle-fish

2010-04-19T17:27:00.000+08:00

I'm like a sotong!! It states in the web that there's no tutorials only lectures this week. And i know it!! But, i still follow the time-table like there's no tml, rush to sch cos i'm late 30 mins!! The first time i was late for lesson in my life? ya, shld be. Went there to search high and low for my classroom, but it's empty, so i went to find help from ppl. And the person say there's no tutorials today!!! So i was early in the end. An hour early... for poa. Luckly i studied poa before hence i was easier for me. Many ppl just went off halfway. i Spent all my poclet money in a day already, hope my dad give me some cash as top-up. Fighting!!!

2010-04-18T15:30:00.000+08:00

how close we are to the stage!!

start now!!!

the red light sticks!

THE SHERO!!

Selina in blue, pretty!!

It's says " we are the 3 little birds to spread our love"

that's why they are in a huge nest...

right infront of us.

For HD version pls wait for next week!! esp Selina..

Hebe " mayday concert? I don't care!!"

Threee of them were in so much fun that they act ah xin calling on the phone complaining "indoor stadium is too noisy"

Ella have the loudest cheer among the 3, maybe becos i seat near ella fans (;

solo contest. Hebe is the most quiet one but she really pretty!!

3 sleeping beauty in the pumkin carriage.

the k-box time!! 80s selina!! everyone just busted into laughter :D

hebe as well... ella? vision blur -_-

the concert nice!!!

All i can say is that i'm lucky to have an upclose free ticket for S.H.E concert!! Thanks to my sis friend who work under the sponser of S.H.E f&b (: But, i miss the "after concert" celebration with S.H.E becos my sis friend misplace her hp in the cab where we took to indoor stadium. So we have to wait for the uncle to drive back to indoor stadium after the concert to take the hp. So, miss the autograph and supper with them. But fortunate to see the concert already!!! (:

aztec outing

2010-04-15T17:28:00.001+08:00

Pictures in fb!!

I didn't went kbox with them and only join them after the k-thing.But went to watch When In Rome, it's so nice!! The culture of Rome just make me curious about the movie. Ok, don't pick up any coins in the fountain of Rome, never. Becos the coins that u picked out will become a 'stalker'. It's funny lah, but same time interesting. Had pool with them and dinner at xin wang. It's so funny when we talk about ghost story of NP in xin wang, and asking who dated before and stuff! Everyone is so open la! :D SC just keep saying cheers in the public but everyone was like 'shh, it's insane!' Well, i just have to improve my standard of english more, becos everyone was like speaking english. Ok, good thing for me lah :) Total ppl present like 15? But the group photo many have left already. Miss them so much, why we are not in the same class!!!! Argh!

Laptop just here!! Pi ping hot!!! (: INSANE ME!

IT'S H-logic

2010-04-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

The kpop Queen is back with chitty chitty bang bang. I think the concept is Gaga and and 2NE1 version. With those sharpe egdes sunglasses she looks like sandara park (2ne1). So sandara park looks sexy, and pretty becos hyori is?!! yea, sandara is really pretty!! What do u think?

sandara park

Well the King(Rain) has already make his return and his best friend Hyori - The Queen is back this time!! Certainly there's some VS coming out. Still i'm on Rain side more (: Can't wait for this two best friend on the same stage!!!

something new..

2010-04-12T14:10:00.000+08:00

SUMMERise

2010-04-11T21:55:00.001+08:00

Basically this is a summarise of BAoC 2010. Credits from Matt.sg. Those dances were dance by our own BA mates. Those wearing beautiful clothing are our mascots. And cheers were from the different empires. From the video you can see why aztec won, becos we were loud and actions speak louder than words!! (: wohooo!!! School is starting in no time!! Where's my laptop!? My mood to chiong study again?! Omo, gotta be back asap! Once my poly starts it means......... my diet plan starts!! Staying at home dosen't help me to slim though i keep swimming, do 'napfa' execise and stretch before i sleep. It's dosen't help much. Being in school ( and such a far sch) save many calories (; no breakfast but just milk in the morning and walk up that steep slope to my lectures and sch building can save up calories already. If i'm in sch for CCA even better! Have an early dinner and dance to night. Even if i'm hungry after cca, the makan place will put ' sorry, we are close!' (; after 45 mins of ride by bus, i won't feel like eating even how hungry but just have a warm bath, revise and sleep!! Yeap, that's gonna be my diet plan. Smth awesome that i can boost about myself, now even how hungry i am, i can just bare with it and sleep! :D Most importantly, when i'm awake the next day, i don't feel like filling food into my stomach. Thus, just save more and more diet!! Ingenious ME!!

Received my student pass for lectures, booking room in loft and going to gym and stuff. Cause you know, NP have a place call 'loft' which students can free booking a 4 room flat beside NP during your study period or for chalet purpose (; Also saw my time-table!! Hope to be same with same group mates! :) Awesome ME!

Can you tell me this is ingenious or what? Awesome? Maybe :)

chitty chitty bang bang!

2010-04-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

Was abit random when there is a gathering this coming tue for aztec 3, and somehow it was planned by our guys. Abit shock lah... Hmmm not sure going not, will confirm on mon? cause i wanna go back cca too!!! Miss cca and miss BS(aztec) mates.

live recording (;

2010-04-10T18:32:00.001+08:00

HIP SONG - music core

LOVE SONG

Mnet award ( close recording)

Ok the mike stand is a gift from 'the cloud'(fans). Which if u have good eyesight, u can see there's diamonds 'implant' on it rather than stick on it. beocs if it's stick on it it will drop out when he dance. Love both song TTM!!!! and ofcos winning mnet #1!!! presented by lee joon and G.O it's funny to see them presenting to Rain the award (:

Aztec ah A Ah A Ah, we won!!!!

2010-04-09T14:35:00.001+08:00

this looks like angle?! how to guess!!!

dancing time!!!

acadacabra!!

sorry sorry!

mascots!!!

aztec won!!!

so the opposite alliance mc will have to...

shave his legs and armpit hair!!!! gross man!!!

and the pain comes!!!

dedicated to us (:

aztec 3!

clash of the empires!! aztec won!!!

credits to all SCs!!!

Yesterday ends the BAoC 2010. It's Really really fun. And i can say that NP is full of korean freaks!! From dance to cheers we have shinne,BEG,bigbang,taeyang,2pm,wonder girls,SNSD and many many!!! Ok, i went to check my time-table somehow i was diff from some of my group members, but the guys are same with me? Not sure.. gotta comfirm with them in fb. Atleast there's someone u know in the same class then is good lah, better than nothing. (; My sis say i was abit suai, cause my first module is business law,macro econ,business management, already. And POA? too!!! gosh, i must not fail any of that!!! miss all the fun now, but we will see each other will poly starts!! sorry, i'm still in my aztec mood :p

shorty(in US means women) my babie cause u are the only one.... from Rain ONE....

so u can call me shorty next time i also don't mine!! hehesss (:

Awesome group! Aztec 3 (:

2010-04-07T22:28:00.001+08:00

DAY 2! activities day (;
AZTEC!!! BAoC'10 rox!!! (business and accountacy orientation camp)

finally i can post smth for BAoC (; listening to Rain new song while typing this :D though i'm tired, i really wanna post this up. I am fortunate to have such good group mates since yesterday. Day 1 was abit lost and 'un-close' for all of us. Especially when i was taking bus to np, i was wondering how do make bond between each other. But when i reach there it just wipe out my doubts lah. Once i take my attendance, i got my seat, a girl called Linn said hi at the same time with me. So we chatted like a few seconds and i was being ask to go to my AZTEC 3! :D however, she the first to make me feel like "oh, we are studying the same course, no worries" that kind of thoughts. So i went to sit with my group and introduce ourselves. Ofcos among our own girls we become a patch very quickly. The guys take some times to warm up. Yesterday, learned lots of cheers and make alot of classmates, whether or not we will be in the same class in the future. Alright the girls i know like rene and abigail we are like the korean freaks, so become one like once we meet. For yuping and zhiying we are closer today becos of many many activities (; Yesterday was a interactive game, like 'u love me' game, 'cling cling couple game' etc etc.
Today was even more fun! And i saw matt he's the mc for today, and he said during red camp he love vikings the most!! :D happy happy. The best things is we don't just bond with our group but playing with others group. Esp the blowing pingpong ball "mini soccer match" that's the best!! Our cheers? Awesome! Cos our alliance are awesome ppl!!! Tml is the cheer competition! fighting AZTEC! If not our awesome mc will have to do the waxing LIVE on stage if we can't win the other alliance. So, gonna scream my lungs out!!!
OK, goona say out my group names out loud!!! Rene, Abigail,yuping,zhi ying, Dainel,Ming Fa,Yan Seng,Serman,Jet,Joshua, Gideom!! And our awesome SL/GL : Ryan, Jack, Vanesse,Jun Xiong, Kang yi :)
seeing them an hour early tml for cheers!! wohooo!!!!

love it!!!!!!

2010-04-07T19:39:00.004+08:00

IT'S SWEEP ALL THE ONLINE CHARTS IN KOREA MUSIC !!!!

HIP SONG

ONE

ONE
Baby, I gotta tell you something
I still love you Just listen

Pick up the phone while it is ringing
You are all man thinking
Just the way you came to me and forget about everything

(Shut your eyes, hold me close)
Do not be afraid Think about it
You're my last chance

Shorty, only one (one, one)
Your breath can’t miss again
Shorty, only one (one, one)
You're my only girl
Shorty, only one (one, one)
Today I definitely can’t let you go
Girl u makes me crazy
Shorty, my baby, you are my only one

It feels like stop breathing just let me break
(Ah, baby I care)
I'm your man, you're my girl
Now I just want you just right now

(Shut your eyes, hold me close)
Can’t miss think about it
Tonight is last chance

Shorty, only one (one, one)
Your breath can’t miss one again
Shorty, only one (one, one)
You're my only girl
Shorty, only one (one, one)
Today, I definitely can’t let you go
Girl u makes me crazy
Shorty, my baby, you are my only one

Tomorrow will back again, baby
Even if the world become not moving like this
I only want you (woo)
Shorty, only one (one, one)
Your breath can’t miss again
(Can't stop thinking about you, girl)
Shorty, only one (one, one)
You're my only girl
(My lady, lady, lady, lady)
Shorty, only one (one, one)
Today, I definitely can’t let you go
Girl u makes me crazy
Shorty, my baby, you are my only one

SAME

LOVE SONG ENG VER.

BAOC freshman camp!!

2010-04-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

more coming up tml!!!

zooooooooooo!!!!!

2010-04-06T00:43:00.003+08:00

4 legs = an elephant leg

white rats!!!

the ah ma statue...creeps me out!

wohooo!!!

2010-04-04T22:23:00.003+08:00

Tommorow i'm going zoo with hl,wl,cl. The ling's ppl (; and i'm the only one without 'ling' -_- After tml will be freshman camp! :) wohoo can't wait!!! Got the call on sun mid-night and my group leader just told me to come 8.30am at the atrium and wear jeans etc. I think i actually got too execited that when he told me " u know where's the atrium right?" and i said "eh, no" well, i do know where the hell it is. Just too execited lah. And wed is the album release!!This week is fun and 'wohooo'!

Two more weeks to poly open? NP send the dance parties things and told me to come down for the fun on the first week of sch! Just hope i can get ppl to accompany me down (: Not sure why i'm hoping poly to start and don't. To start, i can make new classmates, enjoy my CCAs, won't rot at home, get some money to save and attend korean lessons. But i don't wish to start becos i gotta study again!!! however i don't mind studying lah. ;p

No man!!! Argh!!!

IT'S OUT!!!

2010-04-02T22:49:00.001+08:00

I just keep replaying this video so many times that i forgot exactly how many times!!!
It suprise me as well as wl when we saw the video. Becos the video is a ballad song , and i didn't think that it can match with r&b dance. It's appealing and fresh as well. The contras of black and white. Really.... this time round it's an art dance already. The kind of music is like 'only you- Rain'.A dance ballad song.

Most important thing that i must say, the dance is sharp, accuarate and smooth!!! Can't imagine the weather is cold and he is shirtless in an open space! clap clap. (: LOVE IT!!! :D

just feel like it (:

2010-04-02T02:51:00.001+08:00

it's nearly 3am and still blogging? don't know why but just feel like typing words in my blog now even though i'm seriously worn-out. staying up the same time yesterday and waking up seven this morning it feel so terrible. It just like those comoon test or perlims period where we slept for a few hrs and wake up early to prepare for test. The kind of feeling is getting familar again. Thinking next week i will start getting this kind of irritated mix feeling when i'm going np next week for freshman camp?! it starts at 9. That means i have to wake up at 7am. Which means the day before i shld have plenty of sleep (: Went back to sch for speechday, and i saw so many familar and fresh faces in the sch that i spend four and a half years in the new campus.campus1. Nothing much has change, the teachers and staffs are still so welcoming. Really miss my classroom now. Though Mrs Ram said our classroom had became a chao place. Within 1/2 a year, 4 window planes break, chairs and table were damaged and she told me she has so many reports to write every other day. As for Nara, he likes his class now, less or no report needed...

Still thinking how am i suppose to make new classmates next tue? U know when a person age, you tend to become independent and just smile instead of introducing yourself like we were in sec 1. So i suggest i will enjoy the fun these 3 days and get to know as many ppl as possible.

Becos of the korean navay ship that sanked last friday, all singers comeback has been postpone for a week! Which mean i can only get to hear Rain song on 7 April!! Argh, but i think the postpone is good, we shld give peace to those who are still not found in the sea yet. 7 April, my sec freshman day. gotta chiong back home to listen to those album tracks!! countdown again!! -_-

Ok, i gotta post this for someone...

2010-04-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

WL these are those pics!!!

just easily losing 10kg for this!

64kg, 1.85m

and this is joon, the guy u saw in the mv, filmed in ninja assassin as Raizo childhood.

and the avatar guy u said?!
LOL!

mfss & gathering!!!!

2010-04-01T23:28:00.002+08:00

there's more to come!! all in valerie hands!! really miss them so much! so much to talk among ourself that we just keep walking in orchard without even buying or entering any shops! meet up soon again! (:

UPDATES:

2010-03-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

ok, i such a fan of him as well. The only young actor i fancy so far!!!

Yo Seung Ho! Only 16!!! Damn why younger than me!!!

Well, i'm so into this drama 'MASTER Of Study'. It's really nice and touching!!

Check it out in youtube!

they are working hard... really.

2010-03-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

http://absolutemblaq.wordpress.com/

I know this web will only interest some of you..
as you browse slowly through the web, you will notice their hard work. And their brotherly love.
e.g During their busy daily routine of filming their MV during the day, and recording at night

They forget their tiredness and devotedly record.Mblaq…
You guys worked/suffered a lot^^
MBLAQ 2nd AlbumPlease anticipate~~

Sending msg through their offical web page instead caring face to face. Although they are tired they couldn't fall sleep. And all of them are seriously tired and sick that requires thier manager and cordi nona (their 'nanny')help.

FULL of love song

2010-03-30T15:05:00.002+08:00

full version audio
written lyrics, music : Rain

I'm pacing around your house again today. vers 1
I'm angry all along of you, and you make me crazy.

But I guess I'm helpless.
It was too late to change your mind.
It's over.
Nothing can be done now.

I was used to your touch, chorus
but all of sudden, your attitude toward me became chilly.
What can I do?
What can I do?

Before I knew it, your touch has left me.
But I still love you.
What can I do?
What can I do?
Oh, please come back to me again.

I keep missing you. vers 2
I can't take you by the hand anymore like I used to.
You are so sweet I can't put your everything out of my mind.
This is the song to make you want to stay.

I was used to your touch, chorus
but all of sudden, your attitude toward me became chilly.
What can I do?
What can I do?
Before I knew it, your touch has left me.
But I still love you.
What can I do?
What can I do?

With the look we gave each other, vers 3
please just look at me.
With the spark in your eyes,
please tell me that you still love me.

I was used to your touch, chorus
but all of sudden, your attitude toward me became chilly.
What can I do?
What can I do?
Before I knew it, your touch has left me.
But I still love you.
What can I do?
What can I do?

Please, oh, please, I love you.

fake gf..

2010-03-30T00:09:00.002+08:00

Love song teaser 2!

2010-03-29T22:22:00.001+08:00

JUST jealous!!!

28s MV

longer version : 50s audio